Sunday, January 21, 2007

Sorry for the lacks of update.But today,I have been awake since 8am.Ha...yes,you've read it correctly.Nothing wrong with your eyes.Went to the market with mum,bought groceries.I had my usual peach milk tea.Kinda surprised that the shop was already open at that hour.I love picking the fishes!Its so squishy.I don't know why some ppl go "eeww".Its still food,its just raw.I have no qualms getting my hands dirty.There are times in life when you HAVE to get your hands dirty.So what's the big deal?I even picked chillies.The thinner ones are said to be more hotter.Mum taught me how to pick the "right" fishes.But taking out the insides of the fish just grosses me out.

Started writing again.I've taken a different approach.So I'll see how this one goes.I'm not betting so much hope on it cuz my previous story didn't get an ending...at least not yet anyways.Ha!I always say that but in the end,its left the way I left it...unfinished.Its a little past noon and I've started jotting down the first draft of my new story.Its thrown all over the place(in my case,my sacred MDIS notebook)And I'm running out of pages.I've got to sort thru it.Damn,I can't even read my own handwriting.Too much scribbling.I'm such a sloppy person,truly I am.Even my room is a mess...again!

Oh yeah,I found an interesting article in the papers about a week ago.It had something to do with Christopher Paolini.The creator of ERAGON.I have never personally read any of his books but the movie was pretty good.So maybe I shall pick it up.Also,Ed Speelers is real looker though.But I think books will always be better than the movies.Imagination is a great tool aganist reality.Our minds are very capable of great things.It can twist,shape and mold words into sentences and later,a story.Its where imagination is created and born.Its where fantasy can roam freely without any restrictions.In the movies,its limited.I like what the reader had sent in.It made me sit down and think.And I found a new notebook!Yay!I shall use it!

Watching too much need for speed on youtube is not good.Just last night,I dreamt I was racing.Aganist who and what were the stakes...I have no idea.But it felt so fucking real.I got to drive a car!!Not just any ordinary car...but a highly maintained...a highly modified cool set of wheels.I just wish I could remember the name of the car.
xxx

Monday, January 08, 2007

Hope everyone had a good new year.It was a quiet one for me.Nothing special,just simple.I hate crowds.Stayed home to countdown.Hopefully,this year would be a better one for all of us.I still can't wait to get out of here.To live somewhere on my own or with some friends.I want to travel the world...or at least to Europe where my two wonderful friends are!Monsoon season is over,its been warm and sunny these past few weeks.Yay!Singapore is back to its normal weather.

I got Mich's presents a few days ago.Thanks sayang,love what you got for all of us!Love you!!Got to start posting all my friends stuff.I'm a little behind time so do bear with me.You'll get them,just takes time.Went to see the Swede galleon a few days ago at vivocity with my sister and my maomao.Bumped into my god-sister too.Nice to see her again,luv ya!I expected it bigger but it was slightly smaller.Besides,its not everyday an 18th century galleon sails into our shores.Its gonna be here for abt 6 more days before it departs back to Sweden.Gave my maomao her birthday present and she loved it.It was horribly frustrating but amazingly good fun to write.There were some plotlines that couldn't go with the flow of the story so I had to cut it.I'm sorry I ended it abruptly!

I think Trav and I had a mini argument.But personally,I think it was just a miscommunication.He's a nice bloke,a little cheeky at the side and entertaining to talk to.Plus,he's got a gorgeous smile lol.

Been reading on a couple of books abt writing.Gives loadz of insights as to what should be done...what should NOT be done...what's expected and the lost goes on.Its a really interesting read actually.It tells me the pointers I never knew and what to take note of.One of the book's advices is to bring a notebook and pen wherever I go and to write/store everything that comes to mind.Speaking of writing,I don't know if I should or have the heart to abandon a story that I had so much drive for.It is almost done.Just left the finale to write.I want to finish it but I don't know if I can.Bad habits die hard and slow.I've already begun writing a new piece...but I've taken a different approach.Geez,its hard to stop the ideas cuz they seem to flow like how a water flows from a tap.

WAITING FOR A BETTER DAY

I write these emotions from my heart
As to let you know
What I cannot say in the dark
So what happens now

I cannot become the person you want me to be
How could I be that someone
When I have failed to give what was needed the most
And instead left behind a shadow of my ghost

Sifting through the debris of illusions
Lifting over the pain of confusions
Sitting in the mess of apprehensions
Gazing towards the dreams of realizations

I watch and wait
Patiently for the sun to rise
I patch my hurt and wait
Quietly waiting for a better day
xxx

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