2006 is ending and quite honestly,I can't say if I am looking forward to next year.In some ways,I am and in others,I'm not.Many things have happened within the year.There were good and bad and no matter what has happened,I guess whatever happened...there is a reason why and when it went down the way it did.I can't say I'm pleased with everything that has happened.I guess all of us have to appreciate and accept.Its better to go with the flow then aganist it.Life is meant to be lived...so live life the way we want to cuz we probably won't get another chance at what we have now.Don't live with regrets...feel and express.Keeping everything inside isn't going to help nor will it solve anything.Do everything in life with intense passion,give it your all.You never know what's gonna come out of it.

Celebrated my maomao's birthday early.All of us went to seoul garden and had a feast.Yeah,I love that place.Pay an amount and you can eat all you want!!And I am officially known as "PK".I love my sane yet insane friends.Don't know what I would do without them.These ppl matter in my life and even tho I don't show or say it,I really do love you guys...very much.I think I shall write another poem specially for you lotz!The celebration was simple.And maomao,your present is ready!Next week,when we meet,I shall give it to you.We played fireworks at some random abandoned bus stop at City Hall.The weather was chilly but it was all good.Took tonnes of pictures too.I saw my dream car(it was close enough!)and got 2 shots of it.Everything abt that day was simply perfect,it was unbelievably wicked and filled with so much fun and laughters!None of us could stop laughing at the weird antics each of us were doing.I took some still pictures.Hopefully,it'll help me visualize the story that has been brewing in my head for a while.The view from atop the Esplanade was spectacular.And the atmosphere was just right for some parts of my story.And as the lot of us headed back down,I saw a VERY familiar place.It brought back so many good memories.And I had to take a picture cuz what happened then...I don't have all of it with me now so the picture helps me remember what I had once...but lost to circumstances beyond my control.

I am hooked on all the NEED FOR SPEED SERIES.I want that damn BMW.But the chances of getting one is ZERO.I'll get it when I live overseas.Its much cheaper,easier and modification is allowed.I love cars,regardless of whatever models it is.Everytime I see a car drive by,I'm always on the look out for what model it could be.And when those exceptionally wicked sleek expensive cars zoom past,I oogle and drool.And lose track of what I would be doing or talking abt.A few months ago,I saw three MASERATI cars on display and on sale at Millenia Walk.

I am not the same person anyone.The persona that I wore before is gone...or at least banished...hidden beneath the murky depths of a ravaged stormy sea.

xxx

Xmas dinner was awesome.The place was packed but we did manage to get a table.Bonded over dinner and a jug of M.Took tonnes of pictures...formal to candid ones.And Priyanka hasn't gotten a nickname from me...YET!Oven and I went to Anggi's place to get dressed(I went in a dress!)Yes,I know...how rare isn't it?I don't normally wear them,just on special occasions.A few days later,went out to Bugis with the usual gang.From lift plunges...to cam whoring...to being ridiculously random.It was chaotic but that's expected.Whoever goes out with us,be prepared to be singled out from the crowd cuz we are NOT ur usual ppl.We got some chocs for Mirah,heard they were yummy.And that song is playing in my head!!Baby shark...mama shark...papa shark...grandpa shark!!Met up with Dudu and Mirah.I miss these girls.Its been too long since I last saw them.And they look even more gorgeous than before!Went home with Mirah and my big brother.Nice to see him again as well.I miss ALL my friends.Damn it,I wish school hadn't ended so fast...esp my diploma class.And as for the bbq,its gonna have to wait.At the rate the weather is going,its going to be a much delayed bbq.Tho I won't complain cuz the rainy days makes me just wanna stay home and sleep!Zzzzzz!!
Celebrated grandma's birthday at home.Nothing special,just a quiet occasion at home.I cut my hair and dyed it red.Its short and I look older/younger.Seem to get mix reactions from my friends.Ahh well,it'll grow out and before I know it,the long hair is back.I have been watching Need for Speed videos and browsing thru different fansites for pictures of the cars.And I tell you,right here...that the cars are BLOODY FUCKING FANTASTIC!!!From the modifications to the chases,the outrageous drifts,the realistic crashes aganist opponent cars,police and walls.There was a video I saw,this dude driving his evo and it slid nicely under a trailer truck...without "kissing" it.Once,I had a dream of being a race driver.Mum wouldn't let me.Cause the moment I get behind the wheels of ANY car,I would be a speed demon.I have driven before.And its fun and challenging.But its something that should NOT be taken lightly.I haven't gotten my license.I need to get a move on to get it.So I won't have to rely on dad to drive.

Had a quick talk with my aussie girlfriend Jaime.I miss that woman and everything and everyone else there.Fond memories and my cousin lives there.I miss him.He needs to take me out in that car he drove.I love it!The purr of the engine just sounds heavenly.Shopping,guy hunting and god knows what else we'll be up too lol.Chaos will ensue.Life needs not a few but a lot of good laughs.I'm aiming to go there late next year with my sister for a long overdue holiday.Oh and not forgetting Europe too!

The need for speed is the need to bleed.And the need to get away grows stronger everyday.

xxx

Got some wicked stuff today.Watched the season 3 of the L word.Funny shit.Missing my insane cousins.Made more new friends.Been in contact with one whom I haven't seen or heard in a while.Gonna be meeting up with her next week.The end of the year is approaching.Time DOES fly awfully fast.You don't feel it and the without realizing,its already December.Just in time for the approaching New Year.Got any resolutions anyone?I don't know if I have any...well...maybe cooking lol.Yes,I am a ghastly cook but I need to get my hands dirty cuz if I don't,I never will.And to consume less Coke(which is NOT easy to do!)Cuz as I write this entry,I am happily drinking one.

I miss my grandma.As much as she drives me hugely mad,I love her very much.And heaven help those who cross or make her cry.I am VERY protective.Saw a couple of boxers I like.Shall convince mum or sister to get em for me lol.I am such a sucker for boxers.I have like 3 or 4 of them that I haven't even worn yet and that includes a sexy pink boxer!Hahaha!!Mich,Ilkka and me have matching ones!!Which reminds me,I better send them off!I even got an ENGLAND boxer which is somewhere hidden in my room.I swear my room looks as tho it had been hit by 3 tornados!

I love quiet walks.Helps relaxes the mind and heart and eases the building tension a wee bit.And right now,its the remedy I need.Armed with my MP3,its an completely different world once you break away from reality.There's so many to create and choose from.Depends on what kind you'd like.I have chosen mine...have you?And I love the airport.Its packed with so many ppl but I like to sit down somewhere and watch.You'd be surprised at what you see and observe.And being alone(as I've always been)I start writing.Oh how I love how the mind churns,seeing the words flow thru the pen and then onto the pages of an empty book.But as I stay put,I can't help but feel envious of the ppl passing thru the immigrations.One day...it'll be me that's gonna walk thru it but I won't be alone.

I need and will to take my family away from here.Even if it means overseas which I am going.The need to get away from here is growing with each passing seconds.And then once I'm done living somewhere,I'm gonna be off to another place.Mum isn't keen on the first mode of destination but she doesn't mind the second!Oh and I finally caught hold my Scottish friend.I haven't seen that bloke for ages!!We didn't chat long but we did exchange numbers.After what seemed like forever...finally!I love that dude...even tho he is millions of miles away from me.And his birthday is coming...and so is my maomao.

A notion just hit me.A couple more ideas have struck me.Now I have two pending stories in my head...both have yet to be written.I wish I could type as fast as how the ideas in my head rush thru my mind.Its so hard to catch them.It takes a little getting used to...eventually.And I haven't even finished my current story.Got to end it soon.Happy...or...tragic ending?Hmmm...very debatable.

And could ppl stop judging other ppl?Its ridiculously stupid and immature.Everyone is just different around other ppl.You can't expect the same all the time,its boring.Personally,just be yourself.Because that's probably one of the highest compliments you could pay/give someone.

Anyone got the Need For Speed Underground 2 game?

xxx