The week has passed...quite fast actually.I really do look forward to school,its fun and I get to see all my classmates who are my friends too.I hate goodbyes,I really do...its as though everything is gonna come to an end and I absolutely hate that.I mean...I know it isn't the end,we'd still be seeing each other again.I just miss them...missing them all now.Had a dream that someone was crying(I won't say who)and eeriely,what I dreamt...it came true.It was scary,I am NO telepathic communicator nor do I wish to be one.I hate seeing my friends cry,I really do.I am completely CRAPPY when it comes to talking.I really am!!Its really hard for me to talk...to open up or try to comfort my friends.To offer them the words they wanna hear,well I can't do that.I know of a good example of that,that's why I excel and do better with writing the words down,its so much easy for me...tho I do try to communicate.I miss my friends...my other friends.You know who you are ppl!!!I wish our class was united again,it would be nice to see familiar faces but then again,this is just the 2nd week of school so nothing is for sure yet.Who knows...this class would be happening!Was supposed to go gym yesterday but my arms are aching...damn it!!It really hurts hahahaha...but am going next week with ernie.Hanging out with Hazel,Icha,Mumu,Aini,Ameily,Esli and my kor...it was just like the good old times.We played at the arcades,hung out at the national library(took the lift plunge!)and played UNO.I swear I love that game!!Its sooo fun!!Mirah couldn't join us...I wish she did,it would have been sooooo much fun.Hey queen,next time join us kays??Send of Mich's b'day presents off a few days ago and she should be getting it anytime soon.

I've finally completed my 3rd story!!!Whooohooohooo!!I am soooo proud of it and myself!!Once more,it overshot my 2nd story but it doesn't matter.As long as its bloody finished,I am more than happy!!All is needed is to edit all 3 of my stories and if I'm not a wuss,I'll put it up via Ameily.Treated myself to a car...well not the real deal but close enough.Found a similiar car at Bugis,its still a vintage car.I love vintage cars,they're oh so uber cool.I got a cool red 1970 Dodge Charger R/T Convertible for a good price.Yayness!!Yesterday,sis got me the DELOREAN car.You know...the one that they use in the Back To The Future Trilogy movies?Yea...my sister got me one of those babies,its wicked.And I also got a 1969 Dodge Charger R/T.See see?I simply LURVE cars!!Its been in the genes since I was a wee ickle toddler.When I look back at my growing up pics,I can't help but notice that in my hand,usually,I would be carrying a car.Yeah,I collect cars,HOTWHEELS to be exact and now MAISTO.Back when I was growing up,I remember vividly of how my dad used to bring me to the carpark downstairs or nearby where we live everyday.Then,dad would go up to each and every car and tell me the exact make and model of the car.Once first introductions were over,he took me down the rows of cars...and I would say which was which and what was what.I...dad made sure I got the models and makes right...and guess what?I did.I really am proud of myself and my dad.That was how my passion for cars grew.Rest is history.I don't collect dolls or teddy bears,ain't my cuppa tea.I prefer cars...machines.Now I don't mean that cars have feelings or they are simply machines but I believe that they should be treated with some respect for what they are.Cars are cars...and I will continue buying and collecting them.One day,when I have kids,I can safely pass my passion and collection to them...that's IF I get married.

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JENNIFER GARNER!!!!! *throws confetti* Hope you had a grand day spending it with your loved ones and friends!!!

Hey all...today was the second day of a new school term.It was good.Made some new friends along the way.Will be making my way thru the rest tomorrow.Still too early to go around everyone lol but I am trying.Met the rest of the wacky loony bunch during break,it was nice.All of us again,we're just like one big happy family.I miss having them around.I think everyone from the campus would have probably known or at least heard of us.HA!Went out with the gals last week and it was fucking awesome!!Poova joined us and she's earned a nickname!Hahaha...anyone who hangs out with us will usually end up one.Its so fun!!Also,that night was just a night to remember.I shall NEVER place my hand or arm on the rails of the escalator!!Anything ranging from ridiculous and weird things...that'll be the butt of our jokes and when I mean jokes...I mean ALL of them!!!HAHAHA!!!!We've made fun of soooo many things!!!Kinda reminds me of how Me,Mich and Ilkka make fun of things too BUT we have a list of such!!!Bwahahahaha!!!!I wanna see THAT infamous list next year!!Miss you two ducks very much!!!Had my tarot readings done...again and Mumu keeps pointing...telling me the same thing over and over.I know darling but still...2 for the price of 1?Eeeeekkkkk!!!!But hey...I shall see in the years to come yeah?

Haven't been having weird dreams lately but best not to speak so soon,might get em tonight.General bought me my DREAM CAR!!!Yayness!!!!Thank you VERY very much!!Love ya loadzzz(and I mean that!)I am sooooo IN LOVE with the car right now!!!I mean..really really!!!Cars and my stories are my pride and glory!!!I have a soft spot for cars...especially if those cars just scream perfection and the perfect ride would be the 1969 Chevrolet Camaro Convertible SS Z28!!!Such a fine car.But that car is damn hard to find here...but I am still looking.Ain't gonna be giving up on it.Its a car I want to acquire....even if its the model car,I'm happy.That'll do for now before I get the REAL DEAL when I live in England.Watched Ice Age 2 last week with mum and sis,not bad.Pretty hilarious.I love the possums,they're hilarious.Jamie Cullum is coming to Singapore...OoOOo me wanna go me wanna!!!!Hahahaha!!!Anyone wanna go with me?I swear that dude looks like my scottish friend...or the other way around,doesn't matter really.All I know he does look like My Chris.Miss that bloke...wonder what's he been up too lately.

Still writing my story.Its progressing...however slow it is.I can't rush it,that's just NOT my style.I hate it cuz if I do that,it'll just come out shitty.I HAVE to and WILL finish this story.After I'm done with it,I'm taking a breather.Now that school's started,dunno if I will have the time to do other stories.Probably not but not to worry,I still have other plots/ideas inside my head,I just need the spare time to pen it down.For now...none is around.Now all that's left for my 2 stories is editing.Haven't gotten round to doing it yet(actually my sister is supposed to be doing it)Also,one of the stories...I gotta write a prologue.Yeah...so many things to do.This and that...ha...its a demanding job!!But I love it anyways!!!

Life's crap at times...its full of downs yet at the same time,there are ups too.So when life throws you tears,disappointments and sadness...remember the people who threw you happinness,smiles and laughter.

I miss sayang.

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Changed my blog layout....love this new look.Ha...even added a clock on the right.Cool huh?And I'm into Green Day at the moment,I love their American Idiot album.Holiday and Boulevard of Broken Dreams are my fav songs.Anyways,send off my friends off to Bangkok last week.Hope they enjoy and take care of themselves.I was suppose to go with em...considering I had planned this since last year but you see,the destination was Perth and not Bangkok.I have my reasons on why I backed out.Besides,Perth isn't gonna run away.Its still there unless the end of the world is tomorrow...which is highly unlikely.Tho I am looking forward to my Europe trip next year.I'm DEFINATELY going!!OoOo Slovakia...Prague...Finland...Moscow...weeeee!!!I'm gonna be meeting up with Mich and Ilkka and the 3 of us are gonna go back-packing...travel here and there!!!Whooohooo!!Its gonna be sooooo much fun,not to mention its gonna be filled with our weird antics and convos for sure.HA!!Europe...beware of us ducks...we shall conquer thy!!!Mwahahahaha!!!!

I have to make certain sacrifices.Part of me don't want to do it but the other part is screaming and begging me to consider and weigh my options.Damn it really...damn everything.Why do I have to be so bloody complicated?Its driving me mad!!Aaarrgghhh!!What my sister and Mich said a few nights ago is so true.I have to grab the chance while its here...its THE price I have to pay.But I don't know if I'm ready.If I want to reach and achieve my dream,then I have to be prepared to give it up.Well...not exactly give it up...just let it down a little.Cuz honestly,I feel that my stories are getting better and better.I know I know no one has ever read my stories,but that's just me.I don't like sharing it...its like sharing a part of myself and I hate that.But I am working on it...so be patient!!!They have become more personal...injecting some parts of myself into the characters I created.Strange isn't it?I didn't know when or how this brought or came about...it just popped out of nowhere.It was like...it was already THERE...it was just bidding its time to appear.And here it is...to stay...for now.

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BBQ was a HUGE success...thanks to all who came...you lot make it every bit as fun as it was from random silly jokes to pointless things we made fun of...with a certain MR BIG BEN in particular!!Hmmm...what shall I organize next??Hahaha...yeah...everyone's got a new nickname...well almost everyone.It was really chaotic despite the downpour that rained all over us.Thank god we didn't abandon the pit and the fire that had just started,it would have been a real waste.Managed to swim this time...yayyy for me!!Couldn't do so in the previous bbq but now...hell yeah...I SWAM!!It was just really really great to see everyone again.I miss y'all!!!There were plenty food and drinks to go around and the night was full of laughters!!We just couldn't stop laughing!!All thanks to words such as WOBBLY,GOBBLE GOBBLE,BIG BEN,TURKEY,HOW LOW CAN YOU GO and so on.Can't remember all of em but those are the few things that we came up with.Its was so fucking hilarious that everytime we started to laugh again,it would just hurt our tummy tum tums.Hahahahaha...my friends are such an awesome bunch...love em to bits.Looking forward to the new school term!!

Nur Aini stayed over at my place...hahaha...we were both goners.Woke up abt 2 plus I think.Grandma was here a few days ago,great food as always.Found a really good band called LACUNA COIL.They're something like Within Temptation and Evanescence.So yea,they're pretty good in my standards.Been listening to them for the past few days.Hailing from Italy,they've released quite a few albums.I found DREAM CAR on the net. *sighs* I sooo want that freaking car!!!For now,I'll content myself with the miniture version...I know its out there somewhere...so yea.One day,its gonna be MINE!!!

On a happier note,I've finished my 2nd story!!!Yayyness!!!I can't believe it!!I actually finished a story...well two stories!!!Whooohooooohoooo!!!I've combined both stories and both have mounted and passed 100,000 words!!!Isn't that WONDERFUL?!!?I mean...really!!!Sayangku wife(Mich)told me that if its good and finished,I should feel proud.Well...I FEEL HAPPY AND DAMN PROUD OF MY STORIES!!!!She says I'm too modest and humble...but that's just me.I don't wanna get big-headed about it.I had this aim,you see...to see my story...at least one of em reaching the 100,000 mark but in one story,that's a wee but hard.Its possible but its gonna be a looooong story.I'm gonna try it one day.It might be now or later but I'm DEFINATELY gonna try it.But I combined both my stories and they totalled up to more than 100,000 words.Looking back at my previous unfinished stories...I kinda feel bad and sad for em.Why?Well,that's cuz I put so much into it and then after a while,the interest just dies away and I ditch it.Remember my ELEKTRA story?That didn't get finished.I've got about 12 stories or so and only 4 of them are complete.The rest are either left hanging or I'm just too lazy to pick up where I left off.I've written stories from Harry Potter to ALIAS to Law & Order to TATU and now...to my own creative stories.I've recently started on a new one...so let's see how this one goes yeah?They say 3 is the magical number.Since I've completed two stories...I'm going for the 3rd.Wish me luck ppl!!

I don't get it when ppl say writing is hard.Is it?I mean...seriously?Personally,I think its easy.All is needed is some inspiration,a pen and paper and viola.Good to go.But then again,writing can be quite hard.For me,it comes naturally.I've been writing for years,can't really remember exactly when or where I really focused on writing.I love stringing up the words,play around with em before putting them into proper sentences.Its MY passion...writing,I just love to write,it excites me even tho it can be hell...but it can be heaven too.I'm sure we have a passion or passions for something...it all just depends on where our passions lie.Mine lies in cars and writing.So where does yours lie?

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