I had the BEST time today!!!It was AWESOME!!!!Whooohooo!!!I hung out with old chum Nur Aini and it was BRILLIANT!!!I haven't seen or hung out with her for ages!!!They day started off a bit later than usual BUT BUT we had a great time none the less.We met up with Cable(or Nur as some of you know her)she's one talkative chic but still a cool and great friend!!We took the cable car(F.O.C)and it was well...to me it was damn scary as I never liked HEIGHTS and being on something that is suspended in the air with some cables holding you...not my cup of tea.But hey,since my good chum has never taken a cable car,so why not we took together yea?And it proved to be one hell of a ride lol.We took the normal one(that's not the glassy see through one)BUT....after chilling at CoffeeBean,we decided to head back cuz the weather didn't seem well enough(looked as if it was threatening to pour)guess what happened?!?We HAD(mind ye...HAD!)to take the glassy transparent one!!Aaarrggghh!!I tell you,it was so scary...I wouldn't have minded walking out of Sentosa back to Harbor Front I tell ye.Never again shall I take cable cars!!!They are a NIGHTMARE!!I really didn't like those...and to top it all,we had to share it with this family of 3 when suddenly asked us if we could trade places with them which we did.Can you imagine...the 5 of us...trying to move about to our specific spots in that tiny car cabin??Hahaha...weird really.In the cabin,me and Aini started camwhoring...hahaha...and we even passed by these two HUGE ships...well make that 1 but still they are ships!!It was as if TITANIC had docked there but of course...TITANIC is miles below the surface sitting somewhere in the Atlantic ocean.Speaking of TITANIC,I used to be a fan of that ship lol.Yea I was,believe it or not.But just imagine if it hadn't sunk,would it be sitting somewhere in some random museum?Whoa...but TITANIC is COLOSSAL!!I don't think our harbor would be able to harbor a ship that huge.And since we're on the topic of ships,Ameily suggested the lot of us to go on a cruise to nowhere.I wouldn't mind actually but the cabins are kinda small I think and I don't know if the rest are up for it.Me gorgeous gurlfren got herself 2 pairs of slippers before we headed off to Bugis to meet Hazel aka Oven.
As we sat at Bugis eating,chilling and talking...it proved to be one of the most hilarous times of my life...HONEST!!We arrived at our fav local shop at abt 7 ish and sat there,eating and talking till about 9.30pm before we headed home.Hahaha...yea its THAT long we sat there.Gotta be a record.All of us went for round 2!!Even the uncles and aunties know us.Whooohooo!!Go us!!And of course..it was filled with bloopers and weird convos from everyone(yes..I mean EVERYONE!)To Aini and Hazel Oven,you know what I mean lol.Grandma is here and that equals to wicked food!!Whooozaahh!!Let's see what's cooking tomorrow!!Chinese New Year is approaching and its gonna be awesome...might be doing a wee bit of celebrating with the family!Oh yea,on a good note,I finally went to book my basic theory.Test date's next month and I have to study my brains out and pass it on the first attempt.In fact,I want to pass everything in my driving ONCE!I really can't wait to get my licence and zip around!Graduation is in October...yea,long wait.
On a somber note,Things happen...things stay...things go...just the way ppl come and go in my life.I have been blessed with a great family and plenty wonderful friends whom I know I can fall back on if I ever need them but knowing myself,I don't rely on ppl.Because in the end,they'd just disappoint you and it might NOT be all like that but it does happen.Ever wonder why life sometimes throws obstacles and more pain at you?Its something that just...happens.Its the lessons we have to learn.Its gonna happen anyways and we can't stop it."What we do in life,echoes in eternity" Got this from my lil bro and its very true cuz what we do now,will definately echo in eternity.Now,I don't care what ppl think of me,what's the damn point thinking of what they say when I have other things to do and not just mope about?Its their opinions anyways,not mine.Say what they want,its their life and I'm not gonna let it bug me.Sometimes,even a different pain slowly just tears you up from the inside and it keeps going and going until there is nothing to tear.I can't feel the pain anymore,its as if its been numbed.Well,mine's a different kind of pain.To those who know me,will know what I am talking abt and to those who don't,well too bad.For me,it has become my friend.A friend who has known me for ages and knows the REAL pain I still feel inside,a pain NO ONE can ever fully understand.Since I was a kid,I had been thought to supress my emotions and I did...so as I grew up,I never expressed anything and as a result,I suck at talking BUT luckily for me,I can write(at least to me)and tell those around what I am really am feeling.At least those around me will know what is inside of me even tho I have a habit of bottling everything inside.But I do try,I do try to open up but its NOT always.I know I'm a stubborn and angry yet out-going and loyal person but I'm still human.Everyone has flaws.I still stand by what I say,I do NOT like crying.I think its weak but my friends would disagree and try to knock some sense in me(still are!)but that's just my personal opinion on what "crying" is.I know its not weak,its just emotions taking over(sometimes,a good cry is just what is needed)but I just don't like crying...period.I hardly cry cuz I don't want to fall...I don't want to appear crestfallen cuz I have to be strong for those who lean onto me for support.They know they always have me to fall on but thing is...I don't have anyone to fall on and that's taking a good deal of pressure on me.But...I'm fine,I always am(those are my fav words!LoL!)I don't want to burden my friends with my problems.But I know,I can ALWAYS count on my amazing friends to be there for me when I need them.To the whole lot of you out there,I LOVE YOU!!!You guys are such FANTASTIC friends and I am thankful to have you all in my life!!!And remember,I am here for you guys as well,never forget that.
And let's end on a good and happy note!Mich and Ilkka has finally gotten their presents!!Yayy!!And they LOVED it!!!Whooohooohooo!!!I'm glad the shirt fit Ilkkaman...and FINALLY!New pics of duckyman!!!You look gooooooooood!!Can you pls marry me Ilkka? *grin* Wahahahaha!!!Also,finally managed to get a decent map of London but I would love to get a map of England.Ameily and I weren't thinking of living there BUT the place does seem promising and tempting enough...so we MIGHT just live there lol.Then again,we're open to the other places in England like Herts,Birmingham or perhaps Edinburgh?Ideas anyone?We can't wait to live there,everything's in the early stages tho,so one step at a time.We'd be working first and saving before jetsetting off there.Lastly,I saw a couple of really cool sweet rides there...especially the BMW's.Sleek...just sleek...and perfect!
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WhooooooHoooooHooooo!!!!!I PASSED MY FINAL YEAR EXAMS!!!!How wicked is that??Its FANTASTIC!!! *phew* I am REALLY glad its all over and I can breathe easy to know that I passed my exams...the whole 4 lot of it.I really didn't think I would do well but I did and HELL YEAH am I estactic!!!That means...I will be joining the Advance Dip without having to re-take any of the subjects...and of course...I would be getting my Diploma real soon which I can't wait!!!!WhoooHoooooHooooo!!!!Went out the usual ppl a few days ago,filled with good fun.I send off Mich and Ilkkaman's presents off,hope they like what I got for em.
I have been tagged to do this by the Queen and so I shall(no matter how late I am!)
In no particular order,list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.
1. Mich
2. Ilkka
3. Loren
4. My "kor" Eugene
5. My "lil bro" Rizar
6. Durani
7. Nui / Payung
8. Hazel
9. Ameily
10. Mirah
11. Aini Gorgeous (good chum!)
12. Cable / Nur
13. Sayang Vic
14. Mrs Hawabi
15. Miss Devaki
So what do you think of number 4?
My big brother!!!Wheeee!!!He's awesome to hang around with,always dragging me to arcades or x-square right kor?Hehe...anyways,he's a GREAT and KIND person whom I can always look to for help or advise.Usually playing the "peace-maker" when I go horribly angry.Always call me "ah soh"...hahaha...eh what "ah soh ah soh" kor?Hey you "fishmonger"!!LET'S GO KILL ZOMBIES!!!Love ya big brother!!
How would you feel if number 15 slapped you on your face?
Miss Devaki??!She slapping my face?Well that isn't her style really.Nope,not in the slightest bit.In fact,she is one of the great teachers out there from my school who really makes it a point to interact with her students.I would pummel her if she slapped me...I really would.If I didn't touch a hair on her,why should she touch a hair or even slap me?So yea,I'll turn WonderWoman in no time if she decides to slap me lol.
How nice is number 6?
MY SUSU DUTCH LADY!!!Wheeeeeee!!!!She is simply SUPER DUPER UBER NICEEEEEE!!!I got so many nicknames for her!!She is not only adorable,she is prewty,cute,hilarious AND she has a infectious and unique laughter!!Really,no kidding.To those who know number 6 will know what I mean. *winks* Another person whom I can turn to for some good advise.She's just a really COOOOL chic...always smiling and laughing,never fails to bring a smile to my face!
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
My lil brother!!Rizar aka timun!!!Lol,how would I rate him?Honestly,I hate giving ratings to ppl cuz everyone is beautiful and handsome in their own way,be it either on the inside or outside.Well that's just my personal opinions.Anyways,I would give my bro a 7...he's got a nice smile and even better one when he takes off the braces.And he's tall too which is another boost.On the inside,I'd give him a 10.Understanding,never interuppting my rants of complains and just being there for me...even though I don't ask for it...its appreciated and even when I don't show it adik,best now that I DO appreciate it.
Will you ever fall for number 11?
Nur Aini??Me?Fall in love with her?!?What has the world fallen into??Wahahaha!!!No no,its IMPOSSIBLE and I am NOT a lesbian!!!She is one of my good chums whom I've known for abt 4 or 5 years(and still counting!) and she's just awesome.Very funny chic.When we see something or someone we don't like,sure got some funny sarcasms to come up with and then once start laughing,can't stop.Hey babe,I still remember what happened at the mrt station...don't think I forgotten abt that lol.
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
HAZEL!?!?My dear Lady Oven??!Oh no no no cannot liao!!She is wayyy to precious to me!!TOUCHWOOD!!I wouldn't want my oven to be "toast"!!But I shall cheer her up in every way that I can and if I have to share Jennifer Garner with her,then I shall BUT BUT just for a while only yea?LoL!!
What sport would you play with number 12?
Cable?!?!Play sport?Urmm... does "Swing The CableCars" count?Ahahahahaha!!!Well I know this babe likes to pinch and recently punch but I don't mind...just not so hard.Dunno what sport she'd like doing...shall ask her one day.Just as long as its not cheerleading lol.But if I had to pick a sport...then I think I'll go with Ice Hockey...ooOoOo gotta love that one OR rubgy(blame that on my ex,that's his influence talking lol)Power!!!Rough sports...but I'm game!!!
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
IM HAPPY FOR HER!!!!YES YES I AM!!!GO MICH GO!!!Even though me and her are like miles away from each other,she is DUCKY(don't ask)and POOPERLICIOUSLY FANTASTIC!!She deserves ALL the happiness in the universe and she has my total support in anything she does...yes wife...YOU ROCK!!!!SAYA CINTA KAMU!!! =)
Do you hate number 9?
First on all,I do NOT hate ppl.Someone who was close to me before told me that hating is strong word and it is only to be used in extreme cases.Hating is only meant when you only have enough or alot of hatred and rage for a particular person.Now,why on earth would I want to hate Ameily???I don't hate her,in fact...I love her...she's a GREAT friend!She is sooOOOooo NICE!!She's completely loony(in a good way!)she's fun to be around with(always something we'd make fun of,like the handsfree cellfone lol) and she's also got her fair share of bloopers!!!There is no logic in that considering we are close and will be even closer when we both jetset off to England to stay for a couple of years.I CAN'T WAIT!!!We got to pick a city,apartment or cottage and a car/jeep!!!Whoooohoooohoooo!!!
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
OMG!!?!!SAYANG AND PAYUNG!??!Bwahahahaha!!!!NO NO NO!!Eeeeekkkk good heavens no!!!Its a TOTALLY mismatched couple!!!Payung is happily attached and so is sayang...so no,they don't make a good couple.Ghastly really.
Would 14 one day kill you?
Mrs Hawabi?Kill me?Awww,Mrs Hawabi wouldn't hurt a fly.She's such a gentle and amazing person and such an AWESOME teacher.So no,I don't believe she will kill me,she's wayyyyy too nice and motherly too,its like having a second mum!Mommy Mommy!!!
Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
Eeeeepppsss...!!!I can't decide!!I love em both!!!But I miss Loren even more as she's in Australia,so we don't get to hang out(but not long till I jet there!)while the mighty Queen Mirah is here.I love having her around,her company is so the cool!!I like/love both of em very very much and they are special in their own way.Loren...I can't wait to get me bum over there to see you and just hang out!How's mum and Kelly?And the dogs and monsters?LoL!Mirah...she's so cute la,she's in this state of "blurness" but that's what makes her soooo her.Love ya to bits too darling...I am glad you are my good friend...Fleur Delacour/Witch Queen...2 in 1.
Get five people to do this thing.
Ilkkaman!Mich!Hazel!Uncle Larry!Cable!
Here are the results from my final exams.
Journalism - C
Public Relations - B
TVRP - B
Advertising - B
First entry of the new year...whooozahhh!!!Sorry if its late,but better something than nothing!Well what's there to blog abt?Urrmm...had a great time with the "gang" and I just wrote five poems.Haha,yea..I just love to write em,does make the mind think alot,good exercise anyways if you ask me.Couple of days ago,I was just calculating how many words my FIRST ever finished HARRY POTTER story had(and the only one that is finished)and guess what??Its even more than my ELEKTRA story...how cool is that?I've got over 75,000 words...and I still think it isn't enough.I have't reached the 100,000 mark yet,I hope to achieve it soon tho.I am just really uncomfortable in showing ppl my works,its just...its like showing a part of myself and I absolutely hate it!Right now,don't have any inspiration to do any of my stories.But a day or time will come when I least expect it.I can't fake my way out of writing,it'll just come out flat and I don't want that happening to my stoies or poems.Downloaded the ALIAS Season 4 bloopers and its super hilarious!!!Hahahaha...Nadia tripped and almost fell!!Been watching COLD CASE,that's a really good show.Anyone who is able to catch it on tv,watch it.Its really good.I love shows like those.Just watched one last night...WICKED!!!
What is character?Is it hereditary or defined?Anyone know the answer?I personally don't.Cuz I don't know how character is really made.Is it given when we were born?Or as we grow up,we pick things up along the way consciously or unconsciously and mold it into ourselves?I don't even know where it begins or where it ends...I don't think there is an end until the day we leave earth.Its just...there.I personally think that everyone's unique and different in their own way anyways.Tomorrow I am off to B's place,its been way too long since I hung out with her.It'll just be like good old times.Feb is coming and on the 21st of next month,I have known all of my PC friends for a year.How cool is that?Time does really pass by and to my DIPLOMA friends,you guys are FANTASTIC and I love each and everyone of ya lotzz!!I haven't drunk coke in a long long while,I have been trying to substitute it for green tea and so far,its working but I do have cravings for coke(not the drug yea,the drink!)Don't think I will stop drinking coke permanently,I just love the drink way way too much to really quit lol.Presentation is next week and I can't wait.I've got two reasons for it.Reason number one,I can't wait to get it over and done with and reason number two,I get to see all my friends again,or most of em anyways.I miss everyone...I really do.Got my ZEN repaired...YAY!!!!Finally...MUSIC!!!!Whoooohoooo!!!Hung out with the gang a few days ago,this time,Noreen aka the SMS QUEEN(Whoozah,a nickname!)joined us.Any outing with the gang is uber cool cuz its always filled with so much laughter and loadz of bloopers which I LOVE to spot lol.Got my HBP book back from my lil sis a few days ago,I miss her as well.She's a great person and I love her to bits.Got something for Mich aka my wife and Ilkkaman.Hope you two will like what I got for ya,its nothing much but it is something I hold dear to my heart and I would like to share it with two of my BESTEST DUCKY FRIENDS who have always been there for me.LOVE YA TWO VERY MUCH!!!!
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