I am proud to announce that the bbq was a SUCCESS!!!Yes yes...it was!!!Yayyyy!!!It was it was!!!There were abt 15 ppl present,my sister joined us for a while.There were a lot of food but we managed to finish em which was great considering we didn't the last time.We even had chocolates strawberries!!It was really yum yum!!We really had tonnes and tonnes of fun.It was a day when everyone lets out their "stress" since the exams were finally over!Phew!!I wished I could have gone swimming with Uncle Larry,Kor and General but I didn't as the wound on my left leg wouldn't let me.Speaking of it,I accidentally hit it last night and it bled...ouch.But its since stopped but I can't walk properly cuz the wound is even more tender now.I wished Marilyn and Payung had joined us but they couldn't make it,maybe next time yea?During the bbq,since it was the November babies birthdays,Me,Sarah and my kor celebrated together,really good fun.Sarah,the mastermind even made water balloons from the the leftover balloons we had to throw it at those unsuspecting ones.I saw her throwing one at Uncle Larry...hahaha!!!It didn't miss but....IT BOUNCED RIGHT OFF!!!Hahahaha...and I mean that in the literally sense!!It bounced off and hit the floor and still it didn't burst...hahaha...so funny la.After that,everyone could see poor Sarah running away when Uncle Larry went after her.Sarah,Lynnette,Dutch Lady,Mirah and kor went home as they couldn't stay the night.So it was just down to Ameily,my awesome lil brother Rizar,Mumuw,Hazel and myself stayed.General and Larry went to send off Eugene home so they got back much later.As we were all chilling,we just sat around and talk...like really talk.It was one those rare moments where everyone sits down and like REALLY talk.We had a truth game(no dare tho)and I have to say,it was really an eye-opener cuz it was just...fantastic!!!Those who were there know what I mean and thank you for sharing whatever we had talked abt.We also heard something what we shouldn't have heard and someone from the damn 8th or whatever floor threw a plastic water bomb at us..bloody mother flipping swine...just a lame coward.Anyways,I'm glad it didn't hit any of us but it did spoil the mood BUT we agreed to go driving which was great fun...singing our hearts out and to annoy poor General who had to tolerate us singing lol.I got home around 6 in the morning.

My birthday was last week and it was quiet affair as I had an exam on that day.I can't believe I am already 21...hahaha.I don't feel an difference but I guess as everyone turns a year older,they feel more matured or pressured or have a more sense of responsibility.I got quite q wee bit of presents from my friends and all of those gifts I love em!!!Ameily and Mirah presented my birthday pressie on the bbq...and guess what it was...A CAT COLLAR WITH KRUM WRITTEN ON IT!!!!!Wahahaha I love it!!!Thank you oh might queen Mirah and Tsunami Ameily!!Ameily even printed two lovely pics of Fleur Delacour for me!!She's a beauty...blame that on genes of being half-veela!!Not me fault people lol.Mum had already gotten my birthday early,the cellfone that I am currently using.M sis got me a spanking new watch,love ya loadzzz!!Haven't worn it yet...no occasion yet!Mumuw,Kor,General,Payung and Cable got me a Adidas bag...love that one too!!My lil bro painted me a really wicked painting of a flower in a vase.He told me to guess the flower but I haven't a clue on what it truly is...so sorry lil bro!But he got me the one I really wanted but could't find!!He got me the HARRY POTTER jacket!!Yes yes!!The one Daniel Radcliffe wore in POA and GOF!!The gray jacket with two white strips...well I got a nearly identical twin of it but its more darker shade with those two exact white strips!!!Wheeeeee....I LOVE IT!!!Now I've got another jacket...WICKED!!!I HAVE A HARRY POTTER JACKET!!Send off my lil bro off to Australia yesterday and I feel sad...I really do.Its like,I don't know...just sad.He'll be gone for a month and I will miss him very much.It makes me think abt those around me...what and when I do leave for England with Ameily...don't wanna think abt it just yet.Just seeing the MTV Cribs at my bro's place,interviewing and seeing the houses in different parts of England...makes me and Ameily wanna live there even faster!!We even watched the SpiceGirls movie and we all were just giggling and reminiscing the good old times.

Was just watching Barclays EPL Highlights just now and I saw Charlton Athletic in action...yep,that's the team I support now.Can't find the jersey for it yet...dunno how it looks like tho.Anyways,it was Vic's birthday a few days ago...wished her.I wasn't able to go to her party tho,too tired.So sorry sayang!!I want the ALIAS DVD Season 4 but it isn't even out yet!!!Aaarrghhh!!!Its frustrating...I wanna own it but its not out yet.I'm so tempted to get the Criminal Intent and Special Victims Unit DVDS.Speaking of two of my fav tv shows,one of it is coming to channel 5 this Thursday.For those who haven't watched it yet...go watch it...its a REALLY REALLY good show.Me and my sister can't wait to watch it,haven't seen it for so long and now that its here...whoa whoa whoa!!!Speaking of shows,I wonder why Boston Public isn't aired anymore,its a good show.Now that exams are over and left with only the GP,I can finally work on my Nadia story which I have put off for several weeks due to the exams.I have another idea but I have to change a wee bit of the story plot line,hopefully it won't take away much of my original idea.I hope I can finish this one,I have a good feeling about it.

No one...and I mean NO ONE questions my friendships with anyone of my friends.I am not kidding around.My friends...whoever they are...its my life to do what I want and MY wish to to do as I please and to hang around with who I please.I do NOT answer to anyone...I do NOT bow to people's whims...and I certainly do NOT take crap from anyone...period.

I am...in love...with Fleur Delacour!!!!!Yes,that's right...I AM!!!Ameily is in love with Cho Chang,hahaha!!!GOF simply.....ROCKED!!!Its really and I mean really good,tho personally I find it a bit wee short but the visual and special effects were just spectacular!!Poor Cedric died,it really wasn't his time yet and even poor Harry,having to deal with another burden on his shoulders.Ralph Fiennes was REALLY good as Lord Voldemort,he really exudes confidence and pulled off playing the Dark Lord brilliantly.Viktor Krum is such a HOTTIE!!I went with the "gang" yesterday after our PR paper,a good way to stop thinking abt exams for a wee while yea?Once again,we were all CAM WHORING!!!Hey,admit it guys...its really fun!!General and my lil bro sprayed their hair red while I went gold with glitters...tho the gold didn't turn out much but yea,first time for everything!!Went raye with the gang once more last week...it was just awesome!!They are such a hilarous and cool bunch,very sporting and full of jokes.I love em all,they are really nice people,glad I met you people.You make my life even more interesting!!Watched March of The Penguins,Shutter and The Motorcycle Diaries.Didn't watch Shutter tho,I spared myself and NOT to be scared silly.March of the Penguins and The Motorcycle Diaries are a few of the good movies out there,I only watched Motorcycle Diaries cuz there was Nadia(Mia Maestro)But she appeared in just abt 10 mins or so and that was all.That's General's "lady" BUT Jennifer Garner is STILL prewty and sexy!!Yum Yum!!Go rally some more!!Tho I agree that Nadia has a nice smile,very Argetinian.I sorta like her tho,whoops!But hey,I'm writing a story abt Nadia.Mind you,stories are NOT easy to write and so far its going ok,let's see how this one goes...or how far it can go.My lil bro is infatuated with Keira Knightly at the mo,well she is gorgeous as well but lil bro,nothing's gonna change my mind abt Jenn,wheeeee....look...I even have garnered 6 fans behind me!!

2 down for exams...2 more to go...I really REALLY can't bloody wait till the exams are over...honestly!!!I can't bleeding believe that I have an exam on my birthday,how nice.Yuck really.But no worries actually cuz me,my kor and Sarah are gonna be celeberating our birthdays all in one day when exams are over...yeah,you know what and where they are ppl!!Vic and me are talking more,which is really great.A little bit awkward still but that's slowly changing.I've invited her to my open house tomorrow,hopefully she can come cuz it would be nice to start afresh again.Hugs are exchanged and my friends around me are happy abt us...and honestly,I am really happy too.Like I've said before,she will always be "my sayang",nothing can change that.Maybe we'll go out some day,long shot but worth a try.Bumped into a really old chum yesterday night at the cinema,really didn't expect to see her.I haven't seen her for like almost 6 years,so you can imagine how weird it was to see her.She's different,more chatty than I last knew her before and well...just different.She's been in touch with several people whom I have virtually not seen or talked to for years.Whoa whoa,I am only in contact with me best mate.

Next movie with the "gang" will either be Chicken Little or Chronicles of Narnia.Let's see if I can convince them to watch Aeon Flux with me.The sequel of Underworld is gonna be released early next year,January if I am not wrong.Havent' watched the trailer yet but I bet its gonna be good.Watched the trailer of King Kong and that's another flick worth watching,directed and helmed by the one person who brought LOTR to live with such vivid imagination and breath-taking scenes and shots!!That's gonna be off the rucket.I can't for the bbq,its gonna be WICKED!!!!

School's ended and I do NOT...I repeat do NOT like it.Its like...I dunno how to describe the feeling but its just sad.That means I don't get to see all my friends anymore...or most of them.Now I know its not like we're not gonna meet again but every classmate of mine are what makes the class COMPLETE.I may not be close to some of them or we just don't even talk but whatever it is,this class was one of the best class I ever had.We may have our disagreements,but hey...life isn't a smooth journey,its bound to have its ups and downs.Like the saying goes, "Whatever makes you weak also makes you stronger" And its true cuz sometimes life's greatest pains becomes our greatest strengths.I WILL MISS YOU LOTZZZ SOOO MUCH!!!We were cam whoring last week and today again...bwahahaha!!Im a sucker for just taking pics...but I'm not alone,seems my other good friends are as well!!!Hahaha!!You know who YOU are people!Got to taste Sarah's kueh....YUMMM!!Nice lah babe...can make some more not?Wait ur place I raid.I have gotten off coke for a while but I had a couple already,I really needed the caffiene boost.I can safely say I'm much closer to Queen Mirah(yay...finally got nickname for her!!)Ameily the Tsunami,Hurricane Mumuw...now Payung got new nickname redy and Esli also...hahaha!!And my adik also got new nickname...don't think you can get away with it lil bro!!Muahahaha!!

Tomorrow's hari raya and I'm looking forward to it!!Yummy food and I get to see all my annoying cousins!!I don't get to see em everyday so once a year so yea,its nice to see them even tho we aren't close anymore.Exams are around the corner already and how nice to know that we have an exam on MY birthday.Went to expo yesterday with my kor,my lil brother,General,Mumuw and Yenny but she joined us later.I got myself a towel and a boxer shorts.I love boxers!!I really do,they are so comfy to sleep in!!LoL!!!Mum bought me a new cd and I must say I LOVE IT!!!Squeee!!Thanks mum,love ya loadzzz!!!The group that I'm into at the mo is called "WITHIN TEMPTATION".Its a pop-metal band and it ROCKS!!I think the band is from Sweden but then again,I'm not really sure.I hugged all my friends today...most of them and I am really really REALLY gonna miss them sooooooo much!!!!!!I wish the year didn't have to end so fast,its like time stole time itself.I told my sister that I wanted the ALIAS 4 DVD for my birthday,hahaha and speaking of ALIAS,its no more on telly. *sob sob* Yea but tis ok,I watched the last episode and the next season should be airing soon.Nadia isn't in it,she got shot by her dad when she tried to kill Syd under the Rembaldi effect.Let's see how season 5 goes.Played the war game today with kor and General...and me and my kor got to field marshall...yay!!!Thats my 3rd or 4th time I think.Wheeeeeee!!!Been having random dreams lately and from what I've found abt,it is sorta true.

To end school on a good note and happy memories,me and a close friend have "reconciled" back together.Something drove us to get pissed at each other and as a result,it ended our wonderful friendship bitterly.But here we are,back to talking terms again.Its a bit strange cuz we weren't even on talking terms for months and all of a sudden...BAM WHAM BOOM,we were suddenly talking.I'm not complaining cuz its great that we finally talk again.I miss her,miss all the good old times we had together.Its a bit awkward still between us,like an invisible barrier is holding us back,I guess we need more time.Like Payung said, "Prude ur pride aside." Hahaha!!We both did and here we are,its not much but its a good start.I'll take each day as it comes,whatever happens...happens.Everyone around me is happy abt it which is great.No more sour notes or hurtful words.Maybe we'll hang out again?Play arcades?X-Square?Who knows,I can't predict what's gonna happen.Take each day as it comes.How abt a movie?LoL!!

Had my tarot readings again...and its damn scary sia...the cards REALLY pick us...not the other way around.Mumu said I had the MOST interesting cards,she loves giving me THAT cheeky expression of hers lol.My last reading was having MOST of my cards reversed.Mu said I can learn tarot but I'll pass,its a bit scary but if one can control one's desires,its not a problem I think.I can't wait to go see HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!It won't be long till it opens and I can't wait to go with Ameily,Mirah,Rizar,General,my kor,Sarah,Lynnette and the rest of the gang!!!We're gonna dress up!!!Yayyy!!!I'm going as Viktor Krum and my Herm-Own-Ninny is none other than SARAH!!!!Wheeeee!!Hahaha!!Its gonna be tonnes of fun!!!!I don't mind going as Draco Malfoy,he is such a cool character!!That sneer,arrogance,pure-blood lines and blonde hair.Ameily is Harry Potter,Mirah is Fleur Delacour and my lil bro is Dumbledore!LOVE YA ALL!!!!

My latest craze is AEON FLUX.Anyone seen the trailer??Go watch it!!!

xxx