Well hello everyone!Time for another update,the weekend is almost up and a new week is awaiting me.I love the weekend as I get to stay up really late and get up late as well BUT I miss my friends loadzzz!!We've been hanging out with each other and its just really awesome that we bond.I get on really well with my sayang...see??Got new sayang ready!!Yay!!!And we took lotzz of pics again.Aisyah recorded some random stuff of me goofing around with this scarf.So funny!!A "fight" occured a couple of days ago between syed and rizar and it almost got out of hand but we managed to diffuse it.It took 6 girls to bail Constantine out and he SHOULD count his lucky stars that the ladies were there...if not...I can imagine what my mate would do to him.Anyways,Im not gonna let this affect me,I couldnt be bothered anyways.Things like this tend to happen...world aint a perfect and nice place to live in.I might not know the world outside my walls BUT I do KNOW what its like...or almost that reality is cruel and hopefully,I'll be able to handle what life will throw at me and the world around me.Chilled with the General yesterday at the mall,just basically having a laugh and just talk.

Cant wait to have a day out again with my wonderful friends like my sayang,General,Pudding,Cable & Rizar(provided he doesnt infuriate us)Maybe this time how abt we go watch a movie or eat at Seoul Garden?OoooOo found another rock band called MAE!Im a sucker for new rock/punk bands!!!Went name searching for what my name means and found out that my shorter name means WATERFALL.Also,I found out from the General that my first name is of German origin AND that it means WAR GODDESS.Can you imagine!?!Me...the war goddess??Hahaha!!Makes me sound oh so mighty powerful!Maybe I am...well I would like to think I am anyways.I depise being weak and weakness but fear is what makes us...makes ME feel human.I love this quote that I had found recently "FEAR MAKES US FEEL OUR HUMANITY" and its true.I believe it.Believe it or not,it helps us be constantly on our guard and stay grounded.With fear,it makes us aware of the surroundings around us...good or bad.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER GARNER!!!!! *jumps around singing the b'day song* Have a FABBY birthday...filled with loadzzzz of love,laughter and fun!!Just joined the Official Jen Garner's fanlisting yesterday,have a code up in me blog,its on the right.ELEKTRA dvd isnt out yet....Bloody hell!!Why isnt it out yet?!?!?!And why isnt channel 5 airing ALIAS?!?! *mutters and swears again* Found two new bands called GRATITUDE and RISE AGANIST,not bad at all!!Listen to em when you have the chance!Went to the esplanade yesterday with my sayang,General,Constantine,Cable & Eenah.But the star of the show was definately Cable!!She was a flipping natural in front of the cam!!!Watch out Cheryl Fox...here comes CABLE FOX!!Mwahahaha!!Took many random pix as well which will be included in our project.Cant wait to see the finished results!!I bet its gonna be grand!!Its just oh soooo fun going out yesterday...VERY happening and just brilliant.We're gonna go out again next week Thursday,with the same group of people which I bet will be SUPER!

A couple of days ago was my gorgeous's birthday...rang him up to wish him and its just soooo good to hear him again!!I already got ur birthday pressies!Love ya very very much!!!Havent talked to my wife and ilkkaman for a couple of days!!I miss you two liao!!Melbourne!Here I come!!Im gonna be meeting up with my hun and a good mate of mine as well.Got my Constantine game from my lil bro and the game is AWESOME!!!I know how the game goes as Ive played almost every level of it at my bro's place on his PS2....so yeah.Haha!!More or less,I know the way,so far,Im at the 13th precinct with Angela.Also,I won a "burping" contest aganist the General.I am the QUEEN COKE for a reason but there is always a next time!Have been doing my ELEKTRA story and the end is coming soon...here comes the final battle!Me and Constantine went to the General's house a few days ago...suppose to do our project..ended up with playing PS2 games...and now Im kinda hooked on that GTA Vice City game.

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I DYED MY HAIR!!!Wahhhhoooo!!!The color is something like Miss Garner but mine's a lighter shade of brown.Found a new a couple of rock bands called The Bravery,Feeder and Gratitude.But the best has gotta be The Bravery so far,the bass guitar is wicked!!Its so fluid...so tasteful.Have been hanging out with Vic alot,really cool cuz I love to be around my friends and getting to know em a little bit more.And she's UBER cool!!Met up with Fishy and Bryan the other day and it was sooooo nice!!!I practically ran to poor Bryan and gave him a bone-crushing hug!!I miss him and all my mates from my former school.Eric Blueberry has left singapore for a month's training overseas.Best of luck and I'll be praying for you my dearest Eric.Told my gorgeous hunny and told him abt my flight details.His birthday is next week and I have to be getting his pressie soon.My wife(dont ask!)has her flight details confirmed and she'll be arriving in singapore at 0430am on the 7th of July.I really hope I can be there to greet you at the airport and give you a COCOLICIOUS bone-crush hug!!!!But if I cant(touchwood!!)then pls do wake me up when you arrive home.I havent seen my Ilkkaman online for a while,wonder where he is.Swimming in the duck pool? *innocent grin*

Printed quite a bit of Jennifer Garner's pic and some of em are in black & white and Sepia.Apparently,the General is smitted with one of Miss Garner's pic lol.Anyways,B left our group and we welcome Daniel(cute dude!)to our group! *claps and throws confetti* With our newly formed group,we 're gonna be starting our projects soon.Our lecturer Mike(the ladies are the only ones allowed to call him that)is sooooo wicked,he's just so different from the rest and he even gave me a packet of tissue!!Hahaha!!And also,I had to do graffitti words on Eenah,Cable and General books.I was happily doodling on my book(with random stuff which includes all sorts of names esp. from my ELEKTRA story)during Mike's lesson when they asked me to have their names doddled on their books using my designs...so I did.And thats only one book according to Eenah so there will be more for me to doodle.But doesnt matter,I can always practice at home or just doodle around on anything.So any other doodles,just ask away and I'll try to do what I can.Constantine has a website up and running and has a page each dedicated to us.He is John Constantine the Exorcist,Im Elektra Natchios the Assassin and General is Green Goblin the Ruthless.Bought our black tees at Gio with Vic and I got mum a shirt.Speaking of Gio,was at the mall yesterday with mum and she got me a pair of jeans from there.Thanks loadzzzz mum!!

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So sorry for the lack of updates...AGAIN!!!Mwahahaha!!I do try to update as much as I can but exams have bogged me down.But now thats its over...YAY!!!Finally!!!Whooohooo!!!No more stressful days mate!!Went out with the Cable,General and Constantine yesterday to town.Gotten my limited edition ELEKTRA keychains,its super awesome!I got my hands on trying to play the CONSTANTINE game with my lil bro and its really wicked,now that Ive received the letter from my former school saying I can collect my check,Im gonna go get it next Monday and then treat myself to the CONSTANTINE game!!!Whooooyahhh!!!I finished reading the Crime Trade by Simon Kernick a couple of days ago.Its quite a good book and now,Im gonna devour another book by another writer.Mum picked it up from the library today so later on,Im gonna read it.I luurve reading and ESPECIALLY writing!Its MY dream to be a writer some day...or a director or producer.My ELEKTRA story is reaching close to 50,000 words and Im still nowhere near the ending...but I predict its gonna be real soon!!Im gonna get this printed and binded into a book when I complete it.General & Constantine will be wanting one copy so they're gonna get it.Mich and Ilkkaman is also getting one,or at least I'll email them the final copy.Must think of a name for it when it gets done.

Gonna be starting a new school term next week.Its gonna be super as I get to see all my friends again.I love seeing and meeting all of em again!Yesterday while I was in town with the General,Cable & Constantine,we bumped into Jeff and this random chinese classmate of ours.I dont quite know her name and she was the one who saw me first.It was cool to see people I know,even tho I do not know her name.Will ask her when I see her on Monday.Saw Fishy and Big Sis Jasmine.Its great to see my old friends again,I miss the good times.Well next week,I might go out with Bryan and Fishy.Liz accidentally flashed her "boobs" at me and Eugene as we left the exam room.Hahahaha,accidental but funny.Poor Eugene!!Cable and me won the ice hockey matches...not once but...TWICE!!!Boooyah!!!The trip to Seoul Garden was a blast,General has another nickname now.Poor dude...well I can be annoying too!!Hahaha!!Took loadzzz of random pics as well.I had another great dream starring Jennifer Garner(again!)but this time,we were partners.We were quite a bit like her character in ALIAS,so it was us infiltrating,killing and escaping thru this building like tower.It was just super.I got to do sooo many things like shooting and doing random dangerous stunts...it was like WHOA!!!And with Miss Garner in my dreams,it was just perfect!!Mich and Ilkkaman are online...must go!!!

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