I feel so alone,like I dont have anyone in this world anymore...and it hurts but I've learnt to live with it.No matter what we or I do,in life...you'll always end up being alone.I got that quote from a book.So it doesnt matter much to me.Anyways,went out with Cable,Constantine & General to watch Miss Congeniality 2 : Armed & Fabulous.Its quite a hilarious show,just like its predecessor...loved the part when she and her "partner" did a sing and dance perfomance at this random show...it was just soooo funny!!!The outfit Sandra Bullock was wearing just got me laughing so much I had to clutch the General's arm!!!Mwahahaha!!!Go see it,its worth your money!!I saw the Constantine game yesterday and im gonna get it real soon!!!Arrrghhh...its FUCKING good!!!!I played it at my lil brother's place and its WICKED!!Exam's next week *swears* and im studying my brain's out.

I had the best dream ever!!!!Miss Garner was in it and it was just ducky awesome!!She's SUPER HOT HOT HOT in person!! *fans myself* Aarrghh!!I oh so wished that I could meet Jennifer Garner!!!!I made a poem...a real angry one,showed it wife and she said its so sad.We put on our webcams and we went crazy!!Hahaha!!Saw Fishy yesterday at town.Bryan and my god-sister asked me out today but I had to turn em down as I need to study for next week's exams.Im NOT gonna fuck this one up...FUCKING HELL NO!!Chilled at the Esplanade for a while with General and Constantine,its my fav place to relax and just hang.Chris...you're cute! *innocent grin* I gotta bump into you in town some day lol.Im gonna be moving to Herts for a while to stay...it wont be now but one day I'll live there.

xxx

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESTER!!!!!Have a fabby birthday!!My idol turns 29 today...rock on Mr Bennington...rock on!!Get on with the new LP album soon!!Tomorrow I might be off to rizar's place with the general to chill and play games.I found new authors lately that i would love to read like Anne Perry,G.P Taylor and Simon Kernick.Im currently devoring a new book(its his last book at the mo)by Simon Kernick,its super awesome!Im not even halfway thru the book but im getting there!!I lurve reading new books by new authors,it gives me a sense of understanding and new perpestive at how they write and captivate their readers.Im a aspiring writer,I write stories,poems and anything else that uses words as a form of expression.A friend told me that its a form of art too,only put out to the world differently...and I agree!!Thanks love!Thats how my emotions are expressed...thru words.Right now,Im writing and finishing up my ELEKTRA story.Its almost there but not quite yet,I still have tonnes to put in.Sometimes,my ideas clash with the way I write and that annoys me a bit but I try to work around or with it.And it works out in the end...usually lol.

IVE GOT MESELF AN IPOD!!!Whooohooo!!!! *dances around* ITS REALLY WICKED!!Its black in color and I've already uploaded songs in it!Yay!!Ibought it with the mighty General and the hero of earth Constantine!!Thank you two sooo sooo much for accompanying me!! *hugzz* Now,seems like we three are the ones that always hang and chill almost anywhere!Its great to have new friends.Doesnt hurt to be friends with anyone from different backgrounds.I find it really cool to converse with anyone who are up for a good laugh and talk.Got a nickname for Eeenah...mwahahaha!! *innocent grin* Got to know from her that we've got a "stalker"!!!Eeekk!!I told Mich abt it and she says she'll kick her thongy butt!!!Look out now!!! *sees Mich strike a pose* I better watch out too!! *hides behind a tree with a wicked grin* It wont be long till she comes to stay with me!!Whooohoo!!Its gonna be super fuper ducky FUN!!!LOTR is on tv today...oooOooo thats gonna be wicked!!A couple more months till the HBP is out and the GOF movie as well.Hopefully this time,I can read and finish the book.

xxx

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH!!!! *dances around and throws confetti* She's my best booby friend!!Have a wicked birthday and remember to rock on and smile always,it wont be long before you're here!!Went to town with the General and Rizar today.As usual..we went to the arcades and had a good time,I still want a rematch General...at the hockey game!I found the ELEKTRA book and found some rather interesting stuff that werent included the movie.I might buy it tho.Speaking of buying,I bought mum something at town today,hope she likes it.I know she wanted different colors and thats what i got.Mum also said that I can get the ipod soon,hopefully tomorrow when im off to the fair with my sister after class.Went to Bugis a couple of days ago with Cable,General and Rizar,had my usual fish soup.Got my gorgeous another shirt...its so very him!Luv ya loadzzz hunny!!

Changed my layout...AGAIN!!Hahaha...I really like this one.This movie FUCKING rocks!!!Anyone who hasnt seen it yet...go see it!!!Constantine is such a cool character dude...but hey...I still prefer ELEKTRA(many thanks to Miss Garner for playing the role)She's one of my role model now,the other still being Chester Bennington.My lil bro got me a movie cd...thanks loadzz lil bro,I appreciate it very much!General is quite annoying but hey arent we all?Haha,I'll just annoy you too!! *salutes* I saw my two personal favorite tv shows on sale a few days ago at HMV!!It was Criminal Intent Season 4-5 and my fav...Special Victims Unit Season 4-5.But the SVU doesnt have my sister acting but ADA Casey Novak.She's alrite,not as strong and miss ice queen like Alex but she's more compassionate.Very unlike me yes?Told sis I wanted either the SVU or ALIAS DVD! *grins* Saw a movie last week with my new matez,they are SUPER FUCKING COOl!!Anyways...what i saw next was what i told my sis to get for me on my birthday!The complete ALIAS DVD from season 1-5(i think)Its FLIPPING awesome??!I mean,its Jennifer Garner dude......whooping ass!!Hahaha!!

xxx

Heyz everyone!!Soz for the lack of updates...either im too busy or just bloody lazy.I think its the first...or second?!Anyways,our first class test is over.Yay!!!And now we can kick back and relax but doomsday will be upon us soon when we get the results next week tuesday.Eeekk!I hope I do okay.Got chatting more with Vic and Liz,got on really well with em.Went to see a movie with Cable,General and Rizar.It was good,i love the britney spears dance part in the cartoon.Hahaha!!That got me cracking a bit.Then Cable had to go and the rest of us just chilled at Taka and talked and just be ourselves.Next week,we're gonna go to Seoul Garden and have lunch there with Captain and Eenah and whoever else that would wanna join us.

Oooo I found several new rock and punk bands and they are WICKEDLY GOOD!!!Right now,Im into Anberlin and Hawthorne Heights.Other punkbands I discovered are Anadivine,Emanuel and Bloc Party.I simply luurve punk music,its just FUCKING AMAZINGLY AWESOME!!!Talked to Mich and Ilkkaman yesterday and as per usual,more teasing,joking and poking fun at one another.Its really great,i love it minute of the time when the 3 of us get on msn and talk nonsense stuff like ducks and towels.Hahaha!!I love ya too loadzzz and very much...we WILL meet one day!!And speakinng of meeting,my sweet wife aka Mich is coming to singapore for her holidays.WHOOOHOOO!!Come come!!You'll love it here!! *jumps around excitedly* Also,change of plans and date.I'll NOT be flying to Melbourne in April but in May.But whatever it is...i am DEFINATELY going there!I cant wait to see my gorgeous hunny...lova ya loadzzz,miss you!! *hugz* Im gonna be meeting up with Jamie as well,my gurlfriend from down under.She's really nice so im really looking forward to the trip.Its gonna be the beginning of winter so its gonna be BLOODY FLIPPING COLD!!!Aaarrghhh but who cares,i get to be there is the most important thing and seeing my hunk and shopping and having a blast...thats more than enough.

xxx

Changed my layout...looks good yea?Anyways,the weekend's almost gone,how fast time flies by.Anyways,i made a new friend the other day...name's sherri and she's from Penn State University(thats in Pennsylvania)She's really cool,we got into talking quite a bit(we met in the post office tho lol)and i showed her around a bit.I got to meet another student as well,her name's Autumn...nice chick.We exchanged email adds and she said she's gonna come here again hopefully at the end of the year.It'll be awesome to have ya here again!Moving on,I feel betrayed...honestly I do.Damn it!! *swears* I wont say why but I just do.FUCKING BLOODY DAMN HELL!!!!Arrggghhh!!!Went to the bank yesterday with mum,then to the market and then to mall and then finally back home.It just drained me literally.Took many pics of my new friends,they are wicked!!Very easy to get along with and no airs abt em at all.

Ilkkaman is back from his ski trip!!Yay!!!Missed ya!!We did our group assignment a couple of days ago at town,it was really good as everyone chipped in and did their part.Actually,im always looking forward to classes.Not only do i get to see my friends,i get to learn new stuff at the same time!!Olivia gave us (Nish,Captain & me)complimetary cards for a free haircut.So im gonna use that soon.Have a class test next week and the group assignment is almost done but that will only be handed in the next 2 weeks or so.It wont be long before i fly to Melbourne!!Yay!!!!!Cant wait to see my gorgeous hunny!!!Wife is angry and disappointed at her mum and i can see the reason why,im sorry to hear that my dearest dimsum wife.I wish you never had to go thru any of those. *big hugzzz* You will AND must come to singapore cuz or else!!So come stay with me and my family!!You are MOST welcome here!!Havent seen my old friends...must meet up with them soon,next weekend hopefully!Talked to Bryan yesterday,such a cool and nice guy.My ELEKTRA story is almost on its way to being complete!!!Almost there now...not that long till its finished!!!

xxx