Howdy all.Its a few minutes past 5am and im still awake.Ahh well.Im like a night owl now,dont get any winks until the wee hours of the morning.And i wonder if my friend has gotten the book i send her...mmm i think she did.My whole family had dinner at grandma's place today(almost got lost)which was nice as we dont get to have "outings" as a family often.I burned my very own compilation cd two days ago and im glued to it at the mo,the songs i picked ROCKS!!As of now,im obsessed with this cool band called Snow Patrol...mad mad mad band!And this other band called British Sea Power as well.No dreams lately which is a good thing.I wouldnt flipping hell want snakes trying to bite me!!I met ICE a few days ago at Causeway Point.It was cool as we managed to do some catching up and exchanged a hug,ooo LOVE hugs!!!Haha!!Im saving up to get a few stuff i want.Oh and ive found this sweet website where it had really nice clothes and stuff.I saw this pair of Nike shoosies i really liked,wonder if they have em here...hope they do.Im beginning to have a liking for Jordan stuff.I saw these two jackets...loved them!!And saw some wicked hoodies as well.Oooo im going to the car motorshow next month with Lancelot,cant wait for that!!Will be taking heaps and loadzz of pix!!!I need to go wash my modelling pix for MY adam(promised him)and the graduations ones as well.While on the way home from grandma's,I saw this nice set of wheels and THAT car turned out to be a BMW.LoL...ive already fallen in love with it!! *sighs*

Havent been to town in ages,beginning to miss it.Bryan has promised that he'll take me out next week and chill which is great cuz i havent seen him in months!!I cant believe my friend is gonna be a policeman!!Im starting school next year,no playing around this time i swear.Im gonna go ALL the way babe!!!Grandma's here and that equals to delicious food!!Yum yum!!Haha!!Cant wait to talk to Mich and Loren in the msn...miss those cool chicks!!Arrghh!!Im turning the BIG 20 next month!!!!Eeeekkk!!Wow...thats like sooooo fast but hey i know im getting birthday pressies!!!!Gotta start hunting for a x-mas gift for my amazing friend Loren.Luv ya loadzz my friend!! *hugz*

Im sleepy so im gonna go now.

xxx

P.s:Credit goes to whoever that took Chester's pix! \m/

Im back again *yawns* Its like 6am in the morning at the mo so im gonna write this and then im off to bed.Sister's exam today,best of luck and im sure she'll ace em!!You know some people still dont flipping get it.Ive kept this inside me for far too long.Time to let it rip!!Yeah im gonna say this once...FUCK YOU!!!You think everything calls for punishment??DO YOU??!!Flip NO!!Hell ive flipping cheated before...so what??Everybody does it...its a matter of whether u getting away with it or not!!This is the future,not the past...so GROW UP!!I dont give shit abt you or ur bull "sagely" advice.You wanna deem me as rude,be my bloody guest.My parents brought ME up with manners.Look who started it...aint me.You wanna put the blame on someone...its you,you stupid flip.And i thought you were different but you're juz as rotten.Is that how you treat a kid??With words she doesnt understand?Where's ur BLOODY sense??Oh i forget...you dont have one.Damn!Never EVER take me for granted,do that and thats the last thing you'll do.Marked and shot down and one point for me.You wanna see how cold and heartless i can be?Give it a shot.You're NOT god so dont act like one.You're juz FUCKS that dont know how to appreciate the good things in life.We'll see how you can take it being JUDGED!!!Stupid fuckers.

Onto nicer things,talked to MY adam(luv ya loadzz darling!)!yesterday and watched Whose Line Is It Anyway?And that show is so flipping hilarious!!!Had a dream where snakes were after me,yeah first it was trees now snakes.What's next??Im going to the mall later to do some quiet walking,nice to get away from the real world.Did some editing to my story and ive come to the decision of selecting a name for my hero,i wont say it here tho but i like it very much.Now ive gotta think of a heroin's name...now thats a stumper.Talked to mich for a lil while and made a new fren off face-pic..again!!Yay!!I luv making new friends!!

Way past 7am now,better head off to bed.See ya soon everyone!!

xxx

Rock N Roll!!!Whoohoohoo!!!Sup all,im listening to a song by depeche mode remixed personally by Mr. *drum rolls*-----> MIKE SHINODA <-----Very good!!I think ive fallen in love with the song but you know me,ive NEVER been in love before so...and what abt adam??Mmmm... *grins and winks* Im soooo NOT answering that,read my other posts! ;) And he gave me his new pix parading MY tops i got for him!!Yay!! *huggles my adam* Okay moving on,I talked to lovely wee fren Loren(this chick ROCKS!!)She's amazingly NICE and very bubbly,she was the one that gave me the punkish chains that i love very much!!!If you're reading this lovvie,thank YOU for being such a brilliant wonderful friend and i cant wait to see ya soon!!Oh and she's multi-taleneted too!! *hugz* Gave my sister a hug last night,she needed it.She might fret or bitch abt her exams but I know she CAN ace her exams,she's very smart,no kidding!Grandma's here,thats cool cuz she cooks excellent food for us.

I had a dream a few days ago abt some random trees chasing me,it was soooo weird.Patience is a VERY good thing but trying to learn it is the hardest part but im getting there and now i dont cuss so much...i still do but not all the time.So now instead of saying "fuck",I replace it with "flip". A much better word.Nuthing exciting in my life at the mo,just more random dreams.I havent had coke for two days and that already feels like a bloody eternity!!!Arrghh!!I have to get one today!! ;) I found several pix of my "dream car" and its sooooooo GORGEOUS!!!I luv it!!I hope to own it one day,that would be amazing wicked!!But dad says driving a 4 by 4 is pretty tough as the steering of it is quite sensitive.And knowing my speed-demon trait...i dont know if i can get behind a wheel. *sighs* But i dont care,I WANT to drive a jeep...or a car!!I LUURVE the thrill of the speed,i even had dreams of being a race car driver one day!!Or a stuntman but my family and MY adam has disallowed me from that so i dont think i'll pick it up.But i would LOVE to be a writer or model one day!!! :D Travel the world and meet new people...wow!!Ive been trying to read the 5th Harry Potter book and im still struggling to finish it...no interest in it i guess.Sorry!!

Be safe everyone.

xxx


P.s: Taa-daa!MY DREAM JEEP!!Now this is MY soon to be machine!! \m/

Im sooooooooooo happy!!Wheeeee!!!I talked to MY adam a lil while ago and he's back from his trip from sdyney!!!!Saw him on webcam and he wore the shirt i got for him!!!It was the darkstar one!He loves them very much...awwww but I luv ya loadzzz & loadzzz handsome!!And your all MINE...my one and only adam.Mwahaha...lay off him people! ;) And im ALL his too. *sighs* *hugz my adam* Im gonna be talking to him later tonight,he's off to work.Okay I woke up late again but not that late,my sister has asked me out later to causeway point.Luv my sis lotzz.Oh Mum's home,watched Whose Line is it Anyway yesterday and it was BLOODY hilarious!!!I couldnt stop cracking up!!!LoL LoL!!It was juz sooo funny!!!I recommend you lotzz see it when it airs on TV,very good!!Chester is THE man!!!!LoL!! ;)

Im off to take a shower.Be safe everyone!!

xxx

P.s:Credit goes out to whoever took this pix!Finally...a group photo of LP!! \m/

Listening to The Darkness at the mo.Good band,tho their singing is somewhat a lil different.Had a good bonding talk with dad yesterday and with my sister today.We shared some interesting things which i wont say.We might argue or break into a fight but i would never hurt my sister on purpose.Luv you always sis!!Anyone pissing you off,tell me so i'll beat their arse!Some screwy FUCKED people out there might think im still a kid,maybe i am,maybe im not...but who gives you the right to BLOODY judge me anyways??!!Im glad for my "cold & emotionless" persona,it does help out in some ways BUT im not saying its a good thing cuz its not.But im learning loadzz of patience these past few weeks and i have to say its NOT an easy job but im improving like im not pissing mum off or swearing so much like i do before(at least i try not to)Im missing ALL my friends very much,Fishy(eat more salmon!)Yallo Queen(ditty minded fren)Bryan(very nice bloke)Pei Pei(sweet chick)Eric(commando dude!)Alvin(President)Suren(Munchkins)Seelan(sex crazed friend!) and esp.Lancelot.I love our friendship & when people say that a girl and guy can never be just great friends,wrong!Look where we are!! :) We prove them wrong!!!Thank YOU for being such a wonderful friend. What would I do without a wicked friend like yourself? *hugz* Luv ya guys!!

Missing MY adam very much,cant wait to see and talk to him this tuesday.Luv ya loadzz DarLinG!And meg(if you are reading this)Thank YOU too for being my friend!! :D You're really cool and definately nice.Im very humbled to be ur friend!!Thank you again!! :) Chatted to mich yesterday,its been quite a while since we last spoke(she went away)and we talked alot,it was fun!She made me go to bed,lol,cuz it was VERY late here,lol.Watched my two fav cop dramas...it was good as always.Missed the Gilmore Girls today...damn!!!Wished my lil sister happy birthday...rock on!! \m/ This week's SVU was good but i still dont fancy wancy the new A.D.A.I want STEPHANIE MARCH back!!!!!Ooo and i juz found out Mich's full name,VERY nice indeed!! :) Oh and another thing before I go...CHESTER CHESTER CHESTER!!! *Hails the Arizona dude* See?Im not bias...look there's Mikey next to him!! *grins*

Have a fabby week ahead!!

xxx

P.s:Credit goes to the person who took this pix!!Rock on!! \m/

YowZa!!Time for talking!!WhooHoo!!Lets get down to business...i posted MY Adam's lil bundle of surprise for him and he should receive it by the weekend!!Yay!!Im currently awaiting Loren's letter...and ive just finished talking to my amazing friend CAITLIN!!This chick SO rocks i tell you,she's extremely nice and really gorgeous too! :) We get on really well and its simply great to talk to her on the msn or face-pic.She loves the WWE too!Bought for my sister some food and myself a HUGE Coke...wheehee!!Cant deny coke,tho it isnt good for me at all but i still LOVE it!!Did loadzz of chores today for mum,had yummo food after that!! *slurps* Had a good dream a few days ago,but im NOT telling what it was but it was nice. *grins* I watched my fav cop dramas last week,i find the current lawyer a lil weak but hey give her time,she'll whoop all the criminals' ass!!Met up with Nur Aini,another cool chick.We went to do a lil shopping and she treated me BK...THANKS!!Next time will be my turn! :) I wrote some bits and pieces of my story,its progressing rather slowly but im getting there.Ive already picked a name for my main character but it wont be permenant.MY adam gave me his version of his dream,and im gonna do some editing.Irresistable!!

I stumbled upon this particular site where they some lucky fans were able to meet LinkinPark in person..im like...OH SHOOT!!Im hoping ONE day,i would get their autographs,pictures and if im not scared shitless...a hugz from all of em!!LoL!Ok im bias i think cuz i seem to talk abt Chester the whole time but he's great!!I look up to the bloke!!But Mike and Phoenix are my second and third fav.I LURVE CHESTER!!LoL!Didnt do much actually but stayed home mostly...or sometimes at the mall near my home.Had a nice loooong chat with MY adam(all mine!!)a few mins ago with webcam & he has PROMISED to call me as well.Yippeee!!Cant wait to hear his voice!! :) I still love that Zoo York shirt i got for him,really cool design!!And he's gonna get me another hoody too!! *huggles my adam* Fasting month is abt to start so yay and mum has promised me to get me some cd's next time...whoohoohoo!! :D Im gonna turn the BIG 20 next month...eeeekkk!!! :S Tho i am wondering what my b'day pressies would be.Oh and i better start hitting the gyms too!!

Better take off.Have a nice week ahead everyone!! :)

xxx


P.s: Credit once again goes out to the person who snapped this pix of chester!!Rock on!!

Heylo!!!Whoohoo!!Time for some blabbering shit!!I went to see the American Idols two days ago and it was FUCKING AWESOME!!!WoooT!!It was way too loud for my ears i tell ya i couldnt even hear Lancelot talk!!Eeekk but it was great fun!!I saw JPL like REALLY up close...such a sweetie handsome guy he was... "The PenSalesMan" LoL!!And then there was George Huff,he was such a darling!!Always smiling and happy!!Latoya looked really small in person but packs a solid voice,not forgetting Jennifer Hudson who was really cute,Jasmine dancing was wicked and she could REALLY shake her booty babe!!Whoohoo!Then there was the american idol winner Fantasia Barrino,now she was GOOD live!!Seeing and hearing these 7 idols on TV doesnt do em justice...in the flesh was loadzz cool!!At a time she even walked around the stage without any shoes on!!LoL!!And FINALLY...my fav gal,my idol!!The one and only...DIANA DEGARMO!!!Yo guys...she looks really BOOTIFUL in person!!And she aint chubby like before!!And those powerful vocal chords of hers were EXCELLENT i tell ya!!Rock on Diana!!WooT!Cant wait for her album to come out!!

At the end of the concert,me,my sister,Lancelot and some friends went down to see if we all could "send off" the idols.Luck was on our side and we did,everyone rushed forward but me and Lancelot stayed away from the crowd and chose instead to mingle away,i got a better view of ALL the idols and when the mini bus started to leave,i run forward and saw a smiling Diana and Jennifer smiling and waving back at the fans!!Diana who was the closest one to the window of the bus smiled at me...ME!!Whoohoo!!She made my day!! :D I got pretty close to the bus so im damn proud of myself seeing Diana and Jennifer THAT close! :D It was a tad shame i didnt have a camera with me but hey...least the idols gave me(us fans)a memory worth keeping and reliving for the rest of my life!! *taps the side of my head* Ok enough abt the idols,lol,i talked to MY adam yesterday,he's getting me a top and a trucker cap!!Yay...i cant wait for those,mmm wonder what he'll surprise me with this time. ;) Gonna have to send him his "bundle of surprise" soon! :) Wore my converse all white shoes and punk chains(luv those!)Im off to have lunch with regina tomorrow,hope that one goes down well.

The weather's getting hot here,and i thought it was the bloody moonsoon season.Hmmm...oh well unpredictable these things are...juz like ME!!Oh and my previous posts,i said...quote..."I love you guys"...well i take it BACK!!No fucking way!!Wanna see how emotionless i can be,try me.To bring an end to my post...i found a rather interesing quote that i like & im following my idol's advice... "You can't be afraid of people who are willing to hurt you,because if you do,then you will never live"Now isnt that a DAMN bloody good one??!!Personally I think it was!!GO CB GO!!

Have a good week everyone!!

xxx


P.s: Credit goes to the person who took this wicked pix! :) Nice pants tho chaz lol and check out his tatts!!My fav!!

Hey all!!I hope life's been treating y'all loadzz better.I talked to MY adam yesterday.And Im still getting him some stuff from here that he wont find in aussie.And im following his advice now...no more COKE for me!!!Meet mum at the library today...tho didnt see kakak.Anyways,I wore the circa hoody today and was all out PUNKISH style!!!WooT!Someone told my sister that she looked like some random woman...but personally...my sister looks like this young prewty woman pictured below.The one on the left yeah.



Ask my friends,they'll tell you the same!!Name's Stephanie March and she plays the role of A.D.A Alexandra Cabot in the series Special Victims Unit.Kick butt!!Its her icy personality that reminds me so irresistably of my sister!!Luv ya loadzz sis!!Her character was killed off as she left to pursue her goals.Good luck to her!!And replacing her is......*drum rolls* A.D.A Casey Novak.I think her real name's Diana Neal and when she first came onboard...everyone gave her a hard time..poor thing but she was soon welcomed and kicked ass!!!I always watch SVU & Criminal Intent,its so FUCKING good I tell ya.Go see it!!Even Lancelot watched em.I slept at 7am yesterday and woke up at 3pm,im such a night owl now.Haha!!Grandma's here,yay...that means more yummo food!!Talked to my lovely friend Loren(luv ya gurl!!)She's such a starry nice person!!Im going to Queensway this sunday with my sister.Talking to Mich at the mo,and she's another sweet friend i met off from face-pic. :) She always has loadzz to say and i love talking to her,cant wait to visit her in Slovakia one day!

And finally another pic of CHESTER BENNINGTON!!Now this dude...I have the BIGGEST respect for him!!! *Hails Chester* And check out those WICKED flaming tatts he's got!!Its by far the coolest tattoos Ive EVER seen!!!His voice is music to my ears...esp when he screams!!! :D