Taken from the music video "Numb".One of the best songs by LinkinPark I swear!!!!And my idol strumming his way with the guitar.......give it up for CHESTER BENNINGTON!!!!Honestly & personally.....I prefer him being the lead singer/screamer of LP.And check out the mean-luking haircut he's sporting!!!The same one while he was in Singapore. :)





AND LASTLY...... *drum rolls* Taa-daa!!!Boink Boink!!This is my surprise pressie from MY ADAM!!Yay yay,I cant believe its here!!I absolutely LOVE the hoody & the wristband he got for me,he has one too and now,we have the same ones!!!!Whoohoo!!! :D The below pix is exactly what I got in the mail tho i couldnt get a pix of the wristband.Maybe next time....

Big hello to everyone out there.Changed my layout again,and personally...i really love this one,its a lil bit like me tho im NOT that evil.I had loadzz of chatting with MY ADAM(yes mine hehe)and i absolutely love talking to him.He makes me happy,smile and laugh.Best part of all,he's coming over early next year to stay for a couple of months & be with me!!Yay!!And I should be getting my skate hoody anytime soon now!!Oh and im gonna be flying with him as well,u know like stay with him for a couple of mths there in Sydney.Moving on,havent seen any of my friends lately xcept Yan,that was accidental meeting him(I was with Bryan)I was out at town last week with him and Lancelot and we went home with Fishy.Bugger hell...she threatened to throw shoes at me,I'll throw salmons at her.Haha!!I miss all my friends!!Changed my wallet to adidas(its been in my room for mths)I have 3 wicked wallpaper pix in my cellfone of Chester Bennington from LP.Gotta love & respect the dude!!His tattoos are way SOOOOO cool!! *bows* I dreamt of Lizz(my mate from UK)it was weird,all we were doing was talk on the msn.LoL!!

Resident Evil is coming out soon and im dragging Lancelot to watch it with me...mmmm wonder how this sequel will fair...with a bang or a flop??Bought my FIRST magazine today and mopped the kitchen.As much as grumble or sulk abt doing chores,i'd do it in the end.Im going to Bishan to get my AMERICAN IDOLS tix tomorrow and after that,im off to Queensway with Lancelot(again)to buy adam a top i had promised him i'd get. :) I cant believe he actually remembered my birthday!Anyways,me and Lancelot went to the gym last week,great workout and pretty cheap too...only $2.50 per entry and we're able to access the gym and its equipment for as long as we want and the toilets/showers there are really clean!!Im staying away from coke for the time being...drinking choco milk at the mo.My throat is kinda hurting so i dont wanna worsen its condition.

Gotta run,its nearly 4am here.Take care everyone.Be safe!

xxx
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Heylo everyone....moppy here!!Loren gave me this nickname lol,kinda cute.Haha...anyways how are you lotzz?Hope everyone's well.Sorry if its been a wee while since i last talked.Anyhoos,i finished watching TITANIC,yes THE movie and another french movie which was good as well,really tragic.Imagine building the ENTIRE ship from scratch and then ripping it apart,it was wickedly cool as i was really fascinated by the ship and its legend as how it was and would be told.Mr James Cameron did an impressive job i'd say.Kudos to him!!It won loadzz of awards as well.Last night,I tagged "mum's" board today,she's cool.I wouldnt say things are resolved between us but its cool i guess,i dont want to think abt the past,juz a waste of my time.I talked to my adam today.....wheeee lol im sooooo happy,i seriously cant wait to fly over to see him! :D And my hoody is on the way over as i write this! *Squeals & jumps* Im getting him that top i saw today!!Miss ya very much gd luking!! =) I simply LOVE talking to him,he makes me so happy. *smiles* Bought myself a SEX PISTOLS sticker,gonna paste that one and my LP one on my book.WoooT!!I chatted to chris until the wee hours of the morning,it was great.Random questions kept popping out and i know now he knows more abt me and i of him. :) He's such a nice bloke!Currently concentrating on my story now...partially done,and not even finished and im NOT telling anyone whats its all abt!!You have to wait and see the results...which is NOT anytime soon!!Hahaha!!TOP SECRET!!!

I showed dad the IPOD i wanted...yay!!Drank some yummo BubbleT with Lancelot,delicious...he stole most of my pearls!!Eeekkk but i love that dude fren of mine! :D Wat would we do without each other?? ;) He tolerates me and I tolerate him,kinda like we complement each other.Closest compardres to the very END!!!!!! *Hugzz* FRIEND FOREVER MATEZZZ!!

Gotta take off...its way past 4am!!

Be safe

xxx
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Well hello everyone.Time for updates??But first thing's first.I had quite alotta time thinking abt this last night when i couldnt sleep.Was listening to LinkinPark cuz when i cant sleep,i listen to music.Why cant people accept me for who i am,a human with flaws and emotions??Not some robot but a teenager who is still in the midst of growing up?Hell yeah i still have loadzz more to learn in life,thats why god put us on this earth in the first place.To make mistakes and fall down be it hard or soft or just a mere stumble...we get back up,learn from our mistakes,emerge twice as strong and carry on in life.Yes i know i dont forgive nor do i forget but thats the way i am,ask anyone who knows me.And it doesnt give anyone the right to judge me either.That peeves me a whole lot but if i can accept you for who you are,why cant you do the same for me?If you are reading this(you know who you are)i miss you guys....i really do but given the circumstances,i wont let my pride down as i dont see it as my fault...or maybe we're both at fault.Why cant YOU & me put aside the differences and be what we were before?The last gift you bought me...the pair of white adidas wristbands,i havent worn them but i treasure them...and that goes for the AVP as well.I do think abt em every now and then but dont...for the love of god.......dont ever patronize me.I love you guys but PLEASE dont ever.....judge me.

I respect my family very much,just the way i respect you guys until it all came crashing down on that day.It hurt to see the friendship we build fall apart,crumble & disappear like it never existed...a friendship I had treasured.Juz like a sword,weaving in & out thru the air,slashing right through and yet you dont feel the pain,why?Because its too numb to even realize it.I know im a cold & emotionless person,thats true because im evolved like that.I dont like to cry(its a sign of weakness)my stubborness is something i love & hate and my temper gets the better of me sometimes but I AM trying to be a better person,it may not be visible but im trying.I feel like crying but i dont,i resort to my addiction to COKE to calm me down.You helped me climb up the bloody pyramid...i salute you for that and even tho i had second thoughts of it...i climbed and got a great view of the park.But once a person leaves my life...they leave for good and i dont look back...ever.Well like they say,things happen for a reason...so whats the reason behind this??

Moving on to my life,okay lets see.Oh I broke the mop today.I dont know how i did it but it left my mum,sister and myself howling.I guess i was too hard on the poor mop that it cracked and i had to finish up mopping the kitchen with the damn mop head only and my sister even snapped some pix of me doing the "not sooo glam" work.I'll try to get a pix of that up.Im supposed to go with dad to the dentist,dont know when and im gonna bug him for a cd or two.LoL!!Whoohoo,im bored at home & i talked to my darling fren yesterday,she's wickedly nice and i seriously cant wait to fly to perth and meet her,kelly & mum. :) Rock on you lotzz!!I saw this Korean horror movie on TV yesterday,it was okay,the ghosts looked like clowns from a low-class circus and the other day,i saw Scream 3 and it didnt leave me screaming...it left me laughing!!LoL LoL!!!The movie tickled the hell outta me and im wondering what was really scary abt it??Actually its just the suspense that keeps you on the edge of your seat.The one scary movie that i would NEVER watch again is The Ring in japense version,that one i tell ya scares the living daylights outta me!!!Im gonna town later this week with my Lancelot,haha its been too long since we last went out.Cheerz mate!! :D

My weird dreams are back to haunt me again,i got shot by this baddie in the leg(hey that hurt!!)but i shot him back!HA!!!And then i dreamt that Emma Watson was my friend & we had ice-cream??!!WTF??Hey i have no idea but it was really cool,she was really nice and chatty.We were great friends in my dream and pretty up-close.LoL!! :) Last dream i had saw me being severely injured(no kidding this time)A windowpane fell onto me and slashed me right across my left shoulder.Now that one...I felt the pain thruout my entire body.It was like...i was being skyrocketed from Earth to Mars and then back again.It was soooo painful...but awesome at the same time!!! ;)

This has got to be my longest and a lil personal-ish entry.I hope this gives a lil insight to others who see me as "me".There is a whole loadzzz more inside that no one else will ever get to see.I value my privacy alot and hope everyone would give me that.Thank you for reading.

Be safe.

xxx
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Hey all...sorry for the lack of updates.Not much has been happening in my life,well besides the usual anyway.Lets see...im gonna drag dad to Causeway Point so that he can know what kind of IPOD i want...muahahaha!! :D Chatted with adam(sweetest guy!!) & Nur Aini(cool chick!).Went to the movies with my sister(tho she ended up paying for the tix,thanks sis!!) to see A Cinderella Story,it was good...Mean girls still tops my charts...that one was a blast!!And Lindsay Lohan is a BOOTIFUL babe!!!Mum bought me a burger,which i better go eat later,and i did some house chores like mop the whole entire floor of my house!!!Phew...works up a good sweat ya know and had a shower after that.I missed the WWE today...oh well i'll catch it next time.Had a dream that i free fell from a high-rise building with someone,god knows who.No dreams of shooting or killing people these days...but hey dont speak too soon...i might get em again.LoL!!Actually its pretty fun cuz it aint real and well ive been shot at twice!!!Eeekk!!Hey my imagination's always on the go and stuff. :) Coolllzzz!!!New ringing tone!!Whoopee...Breaking The Habit!!Met a new fren off face-pic...her name's Mich and she's one ultra nice gurl!!Kudos to her!!Have a good week you lotzz.

Be safe.

xxx

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First of all...IM SICK!!!!Arrrghhh i hate it...PERIOD!!Its soooo fucking annoying sneezing all the time until my chest hurts!!Fuck shit really.Went out with Nur Aini yesterday and it was lotz fun.Havent seen that chick in months really...so it was good to catch up on lost time and basically we juz chilled.Went window-shopping to look for my latest craze of a hooded sweatshirt with pockets...like the punk/skaters one and NOT hip-hop.Saw amy classmate yesterday but i didnt say hi or anything,juz wanted to bask in my"privacy".I asked mum if she would get me one and she said yes.WoooT!!!Yay!!Me and Aini saw some nice ones,even tho they were xpensive it was fuckiN sweet!!!Today was family day out with grandma tagging along the way.Dad treated us to some seafood lunch which was absolutely yummo!!I wore my Billabong sweatshirt that i had bought from Surfer's Paradise and since im getting a new one from mum...this one shall be given away to someone by MY choice.And im currently looking for a pair of skate shoes as well but i probably get that when im in australia. :)

Be safe.Im outz!!
xxx (AAA)

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