Juz needed to get this off my chest...sorry in advance to those who read this yea.Gotta clarify some stuff...first of all,im NOT mad at the people i hang with...Yo yo yo fishy,yellow queen,pei,yvonne and the rest of the dudes...im cool with you lotz.You guys RAWK!! :) I dunno what i did to piss them off.Go figure but i dont fucking give a shit.Dont need them,they're worthless to me...like dirt really.I thought i had a real frenz but turns out i was wrong but i dont give a mother fucking damn.Hey ive got better worthier frenz whom i KNOW are MY real friends...so listen man...this is your time but next time...I PROMISE you the tables would be turned and then it'll be MY FUCKING turn.So we'll see who has the last laugh.Peace out!

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Hey!!Another update!!LoL!!My eeeehhh replied to me...Wheee!!Im so happy!!*Hugz myself* Did the modelling video shoot for my friends' final project yesterday,RESPECT!!Was in a black tube-top and shorts...and i mean REALLY short ones. ;) Did the catwalk for 10 minutes but it felt like 10 years!!Eeekk!!LoL!!Oh well,it was fun and well,after the shoot,i did some poses...did a egyptian dance and a matrix one too...had a good luff watching it.That fishy kacau me...BB BB BB!!Hmmm...never mind,she and her nice cute butt!!Whoohoo!!LoL!!Had several group shots of me and my friends taken,wicked stuff really AND....*drums roll*Made my teacher Mizz Ivy did the catwalk with me...HELL YEAH!!I reckon she used to model before(tho she's keeping mum abt it lol)I was attacked with "make up" and i couldnt keep still,had to make yellow queen hold me,LoL LoL!!Everyone was gushing abt me being pretty,cute,sexy and even asked me go take up modelling(im VERY flattered really so BIG THANKS TO MY FRIENDS!!U know who you are!LoL!)I might take it up so who knows yeah? ;p Juz got my class pix today,very big tho.Today's american idol 3...gotta catch it and see Diana, Latoya and Fantasia belt it out!!!WHOOHOO!!You go gurls!!LoL!!Currently listening to Clay aiken's version of "This is the night"...such a loverly song!!*sighs* Well thats all for now...Later dayz! :)

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Hey all,sorry for the lack of updates.Comp's down at home,fuck shit really.First it gave some problems,got it fixed and somewhere down the line,i lost the net connection.Damn iT!!Went to funky siti's place,wicked really...placed with her cats and juz chilled.Wahoo!!Ate at some fancy restaurant,bought myself something at the mall!Yay!!Some roach was in my room last nite,freaked me out big time!!Watched my fav shows...HELL YEAH!!Since the comp's down,ive been REALLY bored at home.LoL LoL!!Tomorrow's my shooting,me being the "model" for my matez' final year project.Would be cool to give that a try,like a challenge...haha...so yeah!Nuthing much happening,will be reformatting my comp when i get home.Thats all for now...Later dayz!!

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Sup all!Juz another update so i'll make it as short as possible.Bought myself a light blue halterneck top,its really wicked and sis got me a wristband that is almost the same color.Cool!!Had a tiff with a fren yesterday and im still not gonna fucking forgive him.Had the most weirdest dream two days ago,it was really really and i mean really odd!!LoL...i dreamt i was in a game(some sort of random shit)and was the "heroin".It felt so damn real and best part of all,I knew the game at the back of my hand.I remember one scene tho,we had to jump from a high ledge into the waterfall and another scene i was in this eerie old mansion house with some surviviors(of gods knows what)There were gargolyes and the place was really dark.Watched American idol 3 yesterday and hey DIANA you GO gurl,she was BLOODY BRILLIANT!!Really awesome,the best perfomance ive seen her in thus far.Yay!!Latoya and Fantasia were equally incredible,sweet fanny adams!! ;) Hmmmm i wonder who will get voted off today yea??Saw Scooby Doo 2 again,everyone's wicked in their own way. :) Dunked down three cans of cokes yesterday and then i got bored,so i mixed choco milk with a lil taddie bit of coke and it oddly smelled like vodka.Better go now...Later dayz!!

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Juz a quick update yea.Exchanged post addies with my good mate of mine from aussie,woohoo cant wait to write her a REAL letter!Plus im gonna visit her when i drop by later or middle this year with sis. :) Juz got news that her sister(Kelly)had her tongue pierced!HELL YEAH!My hair's turning more brown now,wicked really.Watched the HP3 Trailer like 4 or five times??LoL LoL!!I love going to school by the subway in the morning,listening to my cd player(Random songs)lets my mind wander abt and create fantasies/worlds or both that are mine to do as i wish. :) I like day-dreaming and observing people from a distance,i find it fascinating(everyone's different)even tho i dislike people trying to figure me out...well you can but dont take me apart.LoL!!I lurve writing stories/poems.I mizzed "someone" and hopefully i get to go somewhere one day and see him!! ;p Had a brief convo with my best mate Leah yesterday,mizzed that gurl!!Currently listening to Thursday's "War all the Time",an emo hard core song.I juz LURVE LURVE punk rock and rock!!Nuthing much happening in school,besides the usual chilling out and giggling.Taught fishy a quick dance step yesterday(it was needed)and she pulled it off(without a few laughs and blunders lol)she looked cute dancing tho!LoL!! ;) Hey i incorperated some of them moves before my fren Pei,added some of hers in with mine and together,well it was cool. :) Will be going to the LOTR exhibition with a good mate of mine this upcoming weekend..woohoo!!ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL AND IN THE DARKNESS BIND THEM!!!Muahahaha!!My fav.actor is DOMINIC MONAGHAN!!He's such a gd-looker *phew* and so is elijah wood and the rest of the cast.Wonder how much does it cost to send a letter to the aussie land! :) Hmmmmm...well better get going now.Later dayz!!!

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Hey!!Juz came back from a night out from town with OG.We did some shooting at the esplanade and Fullerton,it wasnt spectacular or anything juz alrite. :) Had loadza luffs and shit(random stuff!)we even got to see this random man and his catch of the day,a somewhat small yellowish fish with a black spot,go figure!LoL!We indulged in LJS today and walked around a bit before heading home.Im gonna be going to Yvonne's place tomorrow...again to do our project and hopefully...there'll be some London's Dry Gin or some form of booze there.LoL!!Fishy will be there too and she's gonna be drinking with me,WOOHOO!!Played a game with OG a little while ago and he lost!!Haha...I WIN I WIN!!Wheeee!!Did another H/G Manipulation and had itsend to the webmistress of the H/G site.Was at HMV today and listened to Jet...cool songs!!Im thinking of getting their cd.Oooooo I got my Gins N Roses Cd(mum got it for me lol)and it's WICKED...esp that sweet child of mine(Very addictive song!)I bumped into an old fren today at my local mall,he was cool,been a while since I last saw him...which was when I was a kid?LoL..anyways,WWE BottomLine will be on TV soon.CHRIS BENOIT WON THE HEAVY WEIGHT CHAMPIONSHIP TITLE!!HELL YEAH!!The wolverine is BACK!!Smokinnn!! ;) Better be going now...Later dayz!!

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Sup all!!Im in class now,having some extra classes,abt some video stuff.Juz chatted with my teacher...he's wicked. :) Dont forget my coffee yea!!LoL!! Anyways,damn proud that my first EVER H/G manipulation are on my fav websites!Woohoo!!SWEET!!Ate two plates of mashed potatoes,shared the 2nd one with fishy and yellow queen.Dunked down two cokes cans today and i still want MORE!!LoL,well im a coke junkie!! ;) Gotta be careful or I'll get that throat virus back.Hmmph!!Im doing some more manipulations of my two fav Harry Potter couples and I cant wait till its all finished.HELL YEAH!!Will be sending them to the webmistresses so yep.Caught a wee bit of wrestling yesterday with Dad,Kurt Angle's the new GM at SmackDown(WHAT??)so its gonna be sucky and I hate Renee FUCKING Dupree,dissing America and stuff.Lucky DA man John Cena was in the house,chilling AND rocking it down!!HELL YEAH!!Brock has sadly left the WWE(hopefully not for good!)as he went on to pursue a carreer in Amerian Football,all the best Brock! :) Watched American Idol 3 yesterday night and diana degarmo disappointed me...*sighs* Oh well,but fantasia was FRICKING and I mean FREAKING awesome!!HELL YEAH!!Go babe!!And Latoya too...wickedly sweet!! :p Currently listening to "Faint" by LinkinPark.Luv the way he screams!!A fren of mine was in tears today,have no bloody idea why,hope your okay dear! :) Cheer up yea!Juz abt an hour or so ago,me and some frenz chatted abt life and relationships.It was I would say educational and we exchanged advices also.Thats all for now...Later dayz!!

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Hey all,juz checking in.Yesterday was a boring day,didnt do much.I went to the bank to cash in my cheque,went home and had a good sleep.Gonna be going to Tampines tomorrow for a carrer fair and will be meeting up with my best mate there,wicked!!Currently listening to some techno song my classmatez are playing(eeekkk i hate techno!!)Touched my story yesterday,I lurve writing but I juz dont know if i can make it.My frenz and sister says I can but who knows yea?Anyways,today is CSI Miami and American Idol 3...woohoo!!!GO DIANA!!GO LATOYA!!GO FANTASIA!!Wheee!!Girl power babe!!LoL LoL!!Bumped into an old fren of mine a little while ago.Name's Ayu but i call her Bubbles cuz she LOVES Bubbles(from the PowPuff girls)and hence,the name stuck with her!!Random stff really!She's a cool chick. :) Currently listening to LinkinPark's "From the Inside" song,wicked stuff!!I love the way chester screams(at least I can make out what he's singing)my fav band..GO CHESTER!!!Hahaha!!Wish they had a concert here,I would definately be going!Right now,Im into the bands Jet and Guns N Roses,fucking good music!! :o) Gonna be buying their cds soonish..cant fucking wait!I mizzed talking to my good fren Loren on the msn *sighs* Ahhh welll,hopefully we'll be able to chat very soon!She's a cool cool friend and I would be visiting her home place VERY soon!!Perth here i come!!Wheeee!!!Oh and i still owe ya a birthday pressie!! :) Oh almost forgot...Dad promised me and sis that he'll be getting for us a laptop each!!HELL YEAH!Thats all for now...later dayz!! :)

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Well hello,big shoutz to everyone!!Anyways,had a long day yesterday.Went to yvonne's house and got home nearly midnight.Dad was furious.Wicked...juz as we did our flash protoype project(damn proud of it too!!)we had a couple or actually...we had quite a lotzz of booze(London Dry Gin mixed with coke)and got high!!Woohoo!!LoL LoL,fun fun FUN!!Yummo!Currently nursing a hangover(dang it!)I missed two of my fav shows yesterday but hey there's always next week!My LOTR outing was postponed(Grrrrr)Nuthing much to update really,missed "someone" out there. ;) Gonna be watching HellBoy this week with some matez.Currently listening to SugarCult,wickedly awesome band! :) Well thats all for now...later dayz!!

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Hi there,juz a quick update.Well nuthing much lately...juz been busy doing my flash project and shit.Oh yeah,went to Johor today with my family and it was wicked fun!! :) I got dad to buy me some stuff that i wanted.Bought a bottle of coke and dunk it down in one shot(Hell yeah i know im MAD!!)Hey im a coke junkie!!Currently listening to a guns N roses song "Sweet Child of Mine".Its been stuck in my head for quite a while and cant seem to stop,not that i mind anyways.LoL!Watched Wrestlemania 20 yesterday and much respect to chris benoit(lucky him he didnt get all bloodied)and eddie gurrero!!You go dudes!!YAY!Told mum to get me the Guns and Roses cd and she agreed(Ooo the songs are infectious!)Will be going to yvonne place's to do our flash project.I forgot to watch spongebob...again.Its like so early in the morning and i always sleep thru it.*sighs*I mizz that someone,he knows who he is.*winks*Gonna go to causeway point tomorrow with sis to get a new mouse for my comp(this old one's giving crappy probs)and hey its abt time,its been in service for mmmmm...say 5 years?So i reckon it needs a BIG break. :) LoL! Anyways,thats all for now...gonna read some H/G stories!Later dayz!!

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Watched american idol yesterday and gosh,diana disappoint me(She's my fav!)I couldnt hear her that very well but hey she still has my full support...GO DIANA!GO DIANA!Wheee!!And also not forgetting......*drums roll* LATOYA AND FANTASIA!!!You go gurls!! :) Caught the last season of CSI,bloody complicated,so if you guys reckon being a forensic specialist is easy...well think again.I mizz someone,not gonna say who but i mizz him.*winks*Im gonna go shopping next week with mum and sis,wicked!!Its abt time...*sighs* been a taddie too long since our last outing.Chit-chatted with Rizal a bit,touched up my story last nite,woohoo!!Right now,im sitting in class now,dunking down another coke and chatting with my teacher.Tomorrow's Good Friday...so YAY!!Going to the LORD OF THE RINGS EXHIBITION this saturday...*salutes Peter Jackson and the rest of the LOTR cast/crew*Yippeee!!!Oh yes,almost forgot...wrestlemania 20 is upon us soon my fellow WWE fans...catch it on channel 5 at 11pm! :) Well thats all for now...currently listening to some chinese music fishy is playing...Later dayz!!

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Well hello everyone,juz sitting in the room writing this AND bored out of my bloody skull...plus im soooo sleepy i could juz zzzzzzzz here.LoL! :) NUthing much today xcept i gave mizz ivy a loverly hug and paid attention in her class(which i always do)Then had my lunch before heading to my next class which ended half an hour earlier.Tomorrow,my best friend is coming down to my school,wicked!!Im gonna meet up and catch up,big shout out to KAMALIAH!!!Thanks for being there for me when i need you the most and also for being ur annoying self! :) Emailed a good fren of mine,Megan who is from the states,she's a really cool and nice gal.Sent all the neo-print piccies to fishy and nongbang today,had a brief argument with a fren,bloody bakka but its all cool now.I cant wait to go his house and play smackdown where i get to be BROCK LESNAR!!!Here comes the pain baby!!Yay!!Gonna surf the net a lil bit,then im off to watch my fav show "Crminal Intent"...and then its dreamland for me.Currently listening to no music how sad.Thats all for now...later dayz! :)

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In school now,juz got a "warning" from the bloody section head,its so lame...LAME!!Haha!!Fuck off!!Im in a cussing mode now,pipol BEWARE!!!Muahahahaha!!Well i dont give a fucking shit,im abt to graduate anyways.Re-wrote my story again(lotsa new stuff)had the sudden inspiration to do it and its progressing well.YAY!!Watched everwood,Criminal Intent,SVU and miss congeniality last nite,it was soooo cool and funny!!LoL,esp the part when she got into the top 10,she tripped and fell...talk abt making a grand entrance!!LoL LoL!! ;) Went on to watch SVU(Special victims unit)that was really heart wrenching,abt a mother murdering her one-month old child(saying she did it out of love)its so sad.My lawyer "sister" Alex was really BOOTIFUL and sexy too...woohoo!!! :) Her hair's really blonde!!!Also watched crossing jordan,that was a nice show too.My sister annoyed the shit outta me,mother fucker...hmmph...oh well,what are sisters for??Currently not listening to any music but linkinpark's latest single "Lying from you" is playing inside my head.Oh yeah,bumped into miss ivy(she's super cool and cute!!!Yay!)asked her to join us to go see the LOTR exhibition this saturday at the science center...wicked!Well...thats all for now...later dayz!!

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Hey,its currently 1.40am and im so bloody sleepy!!Haha!!Im off to beddie after this quick post.Today I went town with some good frenz of mine,fishy,bryan,eric,iris(she went homey first)and nongbang.It was a really cool and fun outing!Nongbang gave me compliment...yay!!Thanks dude!!Fishy tripped THREE times...so funny!! ;) Played some arcade games(I lost how sad)and then went on to take neo-print twice and the pix turned out great!!I met some of my old frenz but didnt bother talking to them.Had some drinks today,was on my "date" so wheeee...yum yum!! :) Bryan bought a necklace which looked cool on him,fishy bought a pouch for herself,it was really nice!I didnt but anything besides a meal from KFC but i am eyeing clay aiken's cd!!Mmmmhmm....go CLAY!!Whoopee!!Currently listening to thursday..."War all the time"...fucking good!! :) Managed to catch WWE bottomline and that brock's in fucking deep shit,messing around with goldberg AND the texas rattlesnake.He may be a asshole but he's still my fav wrestler,meet the guy up close once and he was REALLY huge and cool too!! =) Anyways,thats all for now...im off to bed.Later dayz peepz!!

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Hiya ho!!Whats up everyone??Its currently 10.27pm and im bored to death.Haha!!Had my class pix taken and i got stuck sitting beside an "old fren".Bloody bugger!!Hmmmph!!I mizz those times but now,i dont give a fucking shit.HA!Hurt me once and i dont give a fuck abt you anymore.Anyways,i hope the pix will turn out well.My "guru" didnt turn up,that bloody bakka!!Bryan juz asked me out on a "date" tomorrow,says he's stressed up and wants to drown away all his sorrows.So im gonna be going and have some drinks with and on him. ;) Woohoo!!That would fun!Hmmm...i wonder where my faults are??Am i that a bad person??For one thing i know im TOO stubborn,a well known fact.But hey no one's perfect, accept them for who they are,you cant change them overnight cuz it doesnt work that way.Im blabbering too much...so thats all for now.Later dayz!!

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P.s: Im feeling poetic tonite so here's one of my angst/anger poem

Let me suffer in silence
For the pain is mine to burden
Trapped in a world of darkness
Nobody understands me

I stumble from places to places
No one feels what I go thru
It hurts to be alone
But I know I will find a way

Driven by an unconsumed rage
The walls are harder to break
Its so much worse than before
Because I know now...
The end has come

Yo peepz,here i am in school doing well...nuthing!!Haha!!Well either that or i'll be busy playing my tac ops with my usual matez.Dropped my fucking complilation cd in the bloody lift,fuck it,lucky it wasnt scratched or anything.Whew!!Am listening to sugababes "Hole in the head" now which is soooo cool and catchy! :) I juz love Heidi,not in the sexual way but she's really bootiful!!Just talked abt some sex stuff with yellow queen,fishy and bryan(exchanged lotsa tips too!)who juz bought a coke for me....Mmmmm yummylicious!!Will be heading to the main office tomorrow with fishy,yellow queen and aisz to collect our long over dued money!!Yay...gonna have my hair dyed and highlighted with the $$$!!Changed my song,listening to a hardcore emo band thursday,its really good!!LoL!!Had a dream yesterday,pretty fuzzy but i got the gist of what was going on,didnt like it one bit.Well,thats all for now..later dayz!!

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